Please read the entire post. Very important to understand what I am saying. I would like to say first, this is not an attempt to make a connection with someone on the board. I am looking for a collective garden in Western Wa area, puget sound, that has a program for someone too disabled to worik, receiving SSI etc, I am wondering if anyone would know of a charitable type place that could help to supply me with whatever amount they deem on a regular basis. I am no longer able to obtain my own supply. I can easily prove everything I am saying with documentation, financial, court order for total disability, etc in case they need any proof. I can even have Social security send them a verification letter. I do NOT want individuals contacting me to make offers. I can'r stress that enough. That is not my intention. I just want a point in the right direction. I will forward such attempts to the moderators of Grass City. I know it sounds like a rant or something, but I wan't to make it very clear that I have no intention on breaking any of the rules. I am just in a real bad position and without my meds my UC drains the life out of me. My sole intent is to learn if any charitable dispensery or organizations exist in my area. Think of it like if I were asking if anyone knew a local charity they could go to and receive payment of their hospital discharge medications if you were indigent for example. Any suggestions at all, I would be forever grateful. If I have stepped over the line please accept my apology in advance. I may be going overboard with all this, but a major part of my disability is a panic disorder, and believe me, I am panicky right now. I feel like an absolute worthless waste of a person when I am forced to reach out for help but desperation can be powerful. Thank you for reading my post, the writing has allowed me to calm down a bit, not quite out yet either, and I feel a bit better. Thanks, BMH