took the day off today to drink a lot of beer. I hope this is coherent enough. The redemption that a Christian feels from his faith in God is matched by my faith in logic. No merciful, loving god could curse a species with such a divine ultimatum, then bless them with the knowledge and insight to question what they are told. It's a rigged fucking game. And as long as I know the game is rigged, I've got no problem burnin in hell for all eternity. Human beings are highly flawed. You've got to admit, there is nothing more hateful, violent or sinful than a human goddamn being. And God made every one of us, right? How can he judge us based on his own flawed creation? It's plain unfair. If there is nothing after this life, that's fine. I wouldn't mind not going through all this shit again. But if there is, then by God's standards, I should most likely go straight to Hell. Even though through God's own grace I have been given the intelligence to question his existence, apparently he feels it is fair to burn me in Hell for doing just that. The idea that we will all be judged based on how "good" or "bad" we are is an ill-conceived concept. Who decides what is good and bad? The Bible? Quran? Torah? Religious literature has been passed down for thousands of years, and by who? Mankind. If there is a god, i'd like to ask him: how can I be sure of my beliefs are not skewed when all I know of you has been learned form humans? Personally, from the people you have created, I wouldn't listen to most of them. That's not my fault. I'm just following the logic you blessed me with. damn, thats kind of deep for just 10:30 at night.
damn, you said it. I hope you decide that you'll have a problem with it when you realize that the bible is truth.
I can't tell if that's sarcasm or not, but how does one realize that the Bible's truth? It's so full of nonsense and contradictions it's hard to know what to take away.