so yeah, I'm a new smoker. Don't hate. I'm REALLY high for the firstime ever right now. And now I understand why friends and aquaintences and strangers used to think I was high all the time bwfore when I had never smoked in my life. When I came back to my dorm after smoking in the forest, after I was kinda done weirding out about how time feels (it feels iffier to me normally than most people because of my ADD, and that effect just got multiplied about 5000000 times), I realized that whatever the high is making me do oddly inside my head, in terms of my physical behavior and body movements, I was very much doing what I always do. I fidget in the same ways normally, I just notice the movement more. I may have been moving more slowly than normal (or maybe not. time is weird. i dont know if ive been writing this for five minutes or fifteen) but I was moving the same way (and people often tell me I've often been told I move slowly than other people, so that also looks like an amplification of something I already did) basically every thing about the weed just exagerates every thing about me. so, like, it makes sense, If I already had charachteristics that resemble those of highness in my personal mannerisims, that people thought I was high before was. actually, I just realized that this whole thing is really stupid. (but i'll post anyway because this is probably funny, even if only because it's stupid) probably nobody REALLY thought I was high when I wasnt, they were just saying it for some reason. mm why dosent my heater work? my room is always freezing cold and now I am shivering in here. now i have to put on a shirt
jeez that post was stupid I would like to amend that I sounded stupid when I said that I thought mabe I had a "high seeming personality" because I act the way I act high when I am high. that was silly.
I have a friend who always looks stoned as fuck, even years before he smoked for the first time. I constantly twitch because of my disorder so I look like a tweaker. We get some weird looks when the two of us are out chilling in public lol.
People would always tell me I looked super high before I smoked also. Biut it was due to how I looked because of my lack of sleep due to the insomnia I suffer from. I always had red eyes an half closed eyelids lol.