do any of you have some really fucked thoughts through sometimes go through your head? like for no apparent reason either. sometimes I think of doing awful things and I get like angry at myself for even thinking of doing it. anyone else experience this?
Ya man when I'm at work at someone is a complete dick to me like I owe them something I get intense feelings of slapping the fuck out of them. But I just smile and ignore their rudeness
Sometimes. Not usually though, and it's usually sexual. Or beating the SHIT out of someone I don't like
Idk I always have thoughts of killing and shit like that..but im a nice person for the most part hahah just hard headed
There is this dirty scrub crack/meth head that visits down the hall all the time. bringing his trashy fucking crack whores and wanna be thug friends into my apartment. screaming yelling, doing drugs, intimidating other tenants etc. Just a bad person you know. Like straight scum of the earth people. Like the kind of person that I wouldn't mind if he died, would prefer if I did it with my own hands. Just taking away from all the progress humanity has made in 10,000 years. a rabid dog that needs put down. Fucked up is I wish he would like try to break into my house or something so that I could legally kill him.
but you let him and his bum friends into your house? seems like your too afraid to let him know wsup. id never let anyone who i didnt feel comfortable around into my house man. fuck.
All the time OP.. lots of time I will absolutely shock myself by the things I will think or picture in my mind. But they're just thoughts, they don't become a part of your identity until you consciously act upon them. I think mental discipline is the act of having these thoughts and then thinking to yourself, "Wow, that's really fucked up. I definitely shouldn't do that, that would do absolutely nothing good for the world whatsoever." I can't help what comes into my head though.. I never really have been able to ever since I was a kid. I'm finding that as I get older and more mature, I'm getting a little bit better at just letting the thoughts pass through my mind and then dwindle away..
but does he chill at ur place? or at someone elses apartment? i thought he came to ur crib with his bitches n acted up. but if its at a neighbors place then its w.e i guess you could fuck him up if he did anything to you.
people don't remember your thoughts they remember your actions. If you want to do something but get angry for wanting to do that, then you obviously realize it would be an immoral thing to do. What matters is whether, knowing that, you continue to do it. If you don't, then congratulations, you're a swell guy. Keep it up.
I often think about the sexual things girls I meet might be into. Like meet a hot girl and think " I bet this bitch is into some freaky shit" and how easy they might be.