something i wrote i know its crappy i just wanted to put it somewhere wrote it while having a panic attack I hate living like this i wish i didnt exist doctors label me as crazy my family just says im lazy but people dont see the real me what really goes on in this fucked up head of mine the same thoughts they just rewind and rewind if you could understand my problems everybodies got them problems problems why cant we just solve them but we cant get over ourselves enough to realise how fucked up everything really is kids killing kids man beating his wife killing babies just cuz some dumbfuck cant use a condom seriously if there is a god what would he think of this all this ignorance for what money thats all it is like meth said cash rules everything around me its true money is power but i dont want power i just want people to understand life its not about getting rich maybe if we stopped for a second and was kind to our neighbor the world would be alot safer no worries just hit the spliff and drift into space enjoy the high ride it out you only get one life why waste it by believing some bullshit that mary jane is bad its the safest plant in the world but we let thousands of people die every year because of alcohol problems problems everybodies got them some worse than others im out deuces god is love.