Pretty crappy new years

Discussion in 'Real Life Stories' started by specialsteve, Jan 1, 2007.

  1. Well to start off, I was recently (10 weeks or so ago) ungrounded after 12 weeks of a terrible grounding after my parents caught me dealing marijuana. Im a senior in high school and ive been holding off, for the most part, smoking weed after I was ungrounded

    Recently, I met a great younger girl and we have been going out for 2+ weeks. I really like her, shes such a good person and is keeping me out of trouble. Everything was so easy and comfortable between us,we could talk for hours and I got along really great with her entire family.Tonight, she was supposed to come over and meet my family and hangout for new years.

    I was talking to her earlier today and she seemed a little uneasy but I passed it off. She came over for new years, met my parents they really liked her etc. everything was going pretty well. A couple friends who dont smoke came over to enjoy the new years with us and everything was going okay. She seemed really distant and was acting differently. I didnt really enjoy myself at all though because I could tell something was troubling her.

    I drove her home and see seemed upset. When I dropped her off she didnt kiss me goodbye and just left things really awkardly. I felt really bad and called her when I got home. I pretty much told her how much I cared about her and that I felt like something was up and was curious as to what it is.

    She pretty much told me that she has feelings for my best friend and that she doesnt know how she wants to take things from here. She had to leave in a really bad position but she said she wanted to call me tomorow and talk about us.I sent her a text saying "I hope we can make things work and i hope we can talk about it all tomorow love steve"
    No txt back, but I think she went to sleep but now im left with a pretty shitty feeling and now fully expecting a breakup.

    So that leaves me here now in a pretty sad mood and I have my one .5g bag that my parents didnt find when they tore apart my house. I worry about things a lot and overthink things so I know i wont be able to sleep tonight so I think im about to smoke this all, listen to some mellow tunes, think about life and talk to some good friends who always make me feel better.

    I hope all of GC had a better new years then mine and best wishes for 07.
    Im about to load up a bowl turn on some Zeppelin- No quarter, and make myself a pizza.
    :(
    Stevee

    tl;dr
    Been going out with a great girl for awhile, she comes over to meet the family. She acts funny all night and later lets me know she has feelings for my best friend. Not broken up yet but she doesnt know where to go from here. Gonna blaze my last .5 and eat a pizza.
     
  2. first off i didnt read all that, but yeah it was a crappy new years, and second dude you took the time to type all that? Lol:hello:
     
  3. yo man to me sounds like she either fucked him tonight or just had a strong connection with him didnt mean to offend you just my 2 cents

    just toke that .5 and enjoy the new year
     
  4. my new years sucks cus i'm BROKE.

    try not to b 2 bummed even if u do get dumped - life after high school is so much better.

    all the ppl i knew, got invovlved with in highschool - we've all changed so much we barely talk anymore and none of the guys it never worked out with are anyone i'd want to b with now.

    everything changed so much - it's sometimes hard to remember what it was even like now that i'm 5 years after graduation. i see ppl in stores or something - i think - whoa - that's what's-his-name that i was soooo into? what was wrong with me!!!!

    if u get the ax - take it as an opportunity not to b tied down to anything for what may be the most unpredictable time of ur life!
     
  5. We did break up but she still says she has feelings for me so we are kind of taking a step backwards but we are still going to give everything a shot again. Im taking her out to lunch tomorrow and I just have to hope that whatever it is she liked about me in the first place gets her back. We can still talk forever and she says she still wants to so I just have to be myself and hopefully things will work out.

    I got a very meaningful IM, but Im not sure from what GC member its from but whoever you are, Thank you very much because your words helped me and were very heart touching.

    edit- I had to restart my computer and lost this persons sn, but to my knowledge it was something along the lines of Fadetoblack7215 or so. If anyone recognizes this and knows the entire sn, I would greatly appreciate it because I want to thank them again.
    Steve
     

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