pokernaut's sativa update (HQS haze skunk rocks!)

my sativa seeds' full moon thais are FINALLY showing pubes after something like 4 months from seed! just like in 16 oz cups, they aren't liking their 1 & 1/4 gallon pots and are yellowing again. i'm planning on transplanting the one that's showing pistils at least in the leftover soil my C99's never grw into and another bag of storebought bark fines and scrogging it down. it's probably really dwarved at this point. it's like 2 feet of jungle bush.

the high quality seeds' haze skunk gal that showed a few weeks ago is in full flower now and not at all skunky and despite my earlier reservations that it would be more indy than sat, the early bottom feeders & a little i just fried up is smoking quite nice! i like this shit fer sure. i want to test it side by side against 8 miles high and super cali haze. all 3 have superior sativa type buzzes with some psychoactivity. i'm betting that haze skunk might be the most potent as it's statististically something like 87.5% or more sativa. it's starting to show a lovely grape haze odor which is a nice surprise. i'll take wine over roadkill any day.

i MIGHT have a stunted urban poison and an 8 miles high that isn't sexing yet in 12/12 along with some of my UFOs. hold on... updating my buzz. i'm not going to fuck with my haze skunk like i did my cindys. (i have a shitload of C99 seeds now anyways) and i'm just going to let it fatten up. it's not trying to push beans out it's coochie either, so hopefully more energy will go into this nice nice buzz. i defy any sativa lover to complain, and this is just at a weak potency. i haven't even really gotten to the tiny budlets that didn't dry as fast as the leaf trim yet (will be my last 2-3 hits) and flowering has just started.

along with the skunk & thai i want to flatten out and the onyx, la blanca, lemon skunk & mataro blue UFOs on the edges of a 3 foot or so screen. i think the mataro blue was the plant i just killed though for showing fucking coconuts and i had a california hashplant die in rooting too.

i'm working on improving my techniques and will eventually grow for some weight with plans on working all of my keepers next season and i will probably be squeezing a trainwreck grow from cuttings in at the last minute & maybe even get a sodium although it will be warming up by then.

for any sativa lovers looking for some lowdown out of all of this, C99 is a great sticky low odor cash croppable plant that's small & quick, but not really psychoactive. it's all about getting your ass in gear which is fine for when you need that, but not the funnest. (1,000x funner than 99.999999999999% indicrap on the streets though) and super cali haze, haze skunk & 8 miles high are all the real deal if not as potent as the godzilla sized trees they's descended from and fun as fuck to smoke. i'm so fucking giddy with excitement to take this 1st journey to the center of the haze skunk hit right now. that's where the resin is, but i'm totally good now. i could do anything on this buzz right now including go to sleep if that was what i wanted to do, but that fun light butterfly buzz you only get from sativas is creeping up & saying "come on! is that what you really want to fucking do? go to sleep? i can't interest you in an entire world of fun out there?!"

8 miles high will always hold a special & sentimental place in my heart for being the 1st REAL high (not counting C99 energy or LSD & it's couchlock effects) that i'd had in 25 fucking years of raging against couchlock and the sheep that accept it and the greedy bastids that push it especially. i'm thinking this stuff is another level higher in potency, but early flowering testing isn't fair. they both kick much ass in the fun department and dwarved super cali haze isn't shabby either. it was very similar to the 1/2 gram of the real deal i was gifted.

i'm pissed that my half dozen C99s got smoked up before they ever got the chance to think of curing and that i only have one haze skunk and probably 1 thai that won't quite last me a year either, but i am totally the happiest fucking camper now that i've found at least these 4 DOABLE indoor sativas. the trippier ones are my favorites of course, but C99 is THE bud of choice for dates & marathons & marathon dates. i can't wait to try her trippier "genius" son apollo 11 now. that might be my favorite indoor strain, but i'm going to work on making C99 sized trippy sativas that don't couchlock like the afghanicrap polluted old guard stuff out there like medicine man, romulan, LSD, super siler haze, jack herer, LA confidential & apollo 11. lowryders that have already been pushed towards sativa THC profiles are a much better start than skunky ass hashish. it's ironic that it takes a sativa to truly shrink another sativa in the end. it's too bad this came to light about 20 years too late to save columbian gold, acapulco gold, panama red, kerala, malawi gold, vietnamese blackseed, hawaiian sativa, burmese, & highland thai etc. from virtual extinction especially in the seed market.

enough talk... time to get down to this haze skunk and push it as far in my alveoli as possible which should be doable as i didn't get much expansion out of the 3-4 hits of leaf trim. it went down smooth, but was too moist to burn quickly...
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reaching for recycle bag

hmmm... i think it's taken to it's 2 gallon better than the cindys. this shit tastes much better than my rootbound C99s which had hints of oil/plastic & rust/bloodmeal. their taste must have gotten fucked up from the tiny rootballs trying to absorb every last bit of whatever they could eat in their tinyclump of soil. when i started my UFO fems, i put them straight into 1.25 gallons and i think my days of sexing plants in 16oz cups crammed under shoplights are close to over. despite scraping the outer layer of roots & sprinkling them with rooting powder, my C99s never took to their 2 gallons and i bet that's a big reason they were so small (irony intended) and that i yielded top colas i could smoke in a night although constant plucking & robbing the gals of the energy producing chlorophyll didn't help either.

the hit i just took only upped the buzz a little. i think i can get a second burn out of it though. i need to unclog my screen. FUCK! if i had a time machine, i could just strip my plant now and really get high and then go back before it even happened. if i have a time machine though, i could just zoom forward to harvest and bring myself back the harvest to smoke while growing it. with that kind of tech, i could just genetically engineer chia pot.

 

i will only accept getting high and absolotely no tolerance for a nothing but couchlock indica stone and want to noggin' knuckle anyone who calls getting stoned getting high. i'll accept catch a buzz though.

it's just so fucking hard to get a sativa buzz because of the government's operation G-13 hashplant & paraquat while crackhead senior was poisoning the hood with crack & gangsta rap while his son was sampling the white man's burden and definitely fucking INHALING bitch!

sativas are a threat to sociaty's tow the line go to war every 20 years or so and just keep buying way of life. hippies were tapping into a better way of living. i tell you, if there's a god, IT shows it's love through sativas (whose long kevlar fibers are superior to timber with more efficient carbon sequestration and even and many other rape the planet corporate interests)

sativas had to be eradicated because jthey threaten industry which has become the foundation of our cultureless multimedia sedated society. i tell you, getting high in nature kicks ass. i'd really like to know where i could train my thais to the ground outdoors & visit with them here in clusterville, nut i tell you, the premature tops i took off those hinted at something awesome.

oh... and as much as i love getting high, i know how hard it fucking is to even find INFORMATION on how various sativas smoke, much less actually obtain them oneself for direct sampling & comparison i feel obligated to "share the love" when breaking the couchlock barrier like sadly so many poor victims of greed don't even KNOW they can even fucking do.

all of this writing is my trying to cut hashish's head off and shit down it's neck. i'm spreading gospel here peeps! indicrap is the way to the darkside. it's the road to mindless sedated obedience. fuck that noise! i'm a REAL fucking rebel. clue phone moron bitch, real fucking mavericks don't wear fucking monkey suits EVER!

can i get a witness to my insane drug induced incoherent streetcorner ranting?

LOL

that i'm able to shit a dictionary on hazes etc. is a testament (pun intended) to their motivational nature. unlike annoying melt into the furniture to the point you can't even reach for a remote or even 1 hit sleepovers, sativas actually let you go on with life and even try to nudge into doing it. if i had to chose between sex and sativas, i'm giving the next chainsmoking junkie bitch that tries to stop me from fucking smoking thai (my slang for sativas) is getting a $20 bill and her cab door opened for her. i hate those fucking 2 faced cunts. on second thought... i think i'll just use that approach with any chick the second she says the marry word. THAT'S when you know you got problems ahead.

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love the $62 delivered hemp depot cindys for that energetic only buzz. their downside is that they only do snail mail & money orders and take short of 3 weeks to deliver, but i'm 100% on 3 orders of cindy & 1 of C99 x blueberry i still have two beans of that and now that i know that cindy leans towards hazey grape & sticky buds, i think that would be a great cross which tames some of blueberry's stone and fussy growth habits. i'm saving those for a super breeding grow along with my other rarer strains like flumpys puked on roadkilled skunk tiny little 24 hour flowering lowdown mystery indica.

i tell you though, unless you're looking for a motivational clearheaded high with little psychoactivity, i'd go with apollo 11 as a first choice instead. i avoided it because it couchlocks, but trippy strains have varying degrees of that and i've read reports that say at least one such strain is trippiest when harvested late which is counterintuitive because harvesting late increases couchlock which has always been my default goal. i'm sure C99 x A11 isn't shabby either and i KNOW a lot of stoners would flip for joey's C99 x AK47 (looks like code)
here's joey's gear Joey Weed Seeds

the affiliate links ban sticky needs more information! i had no idea EXACTLY what it meant until i just looked it up. it makes it sound like you'll get banned if you post any links to a dotcom when there's a sticky right under it loaded with hyperlinks to seedbanks like hemp depot's joey weed link above. i am not getting paid anything by anybody with any links i post, so i know i'm good, but how do mods know the difference between an affiliate link and an honest info share?

i tell you, i WILL be doing at least a partial haze skunk sea of green or scrog down the road, although i might be inclined to try HQS kerala skunk and/or thai skunk next as i'm sure that their thai skunk is easier to manage than sativa seed's high maintenance full moons if not capture the full psychoactive potency. haze skunk is NOT fucking shabby. i just mowed my gal down over a few days to have a dozen or so top colas. i got bitchin' ass trim and haven't been so fucking happy in motivated in a VERY long ass time. i think i might even be losing weight as i haven't been eating except when i get a little hunger nausea and have done early spring cleaning and a bunch of other shit.

yes, i have never grown bud before this year and have wasted literally hundreds of beans (possibly even over 1,000 including dead bagseed) but in that time, i've also experienced a wide range of freshly grown low potency leaf with a buzz i'll take over the greedy fucks & evil corporate sponsored indicrap on the streets every time any day. i lived in the moment in spite myself. the impossible to obtain on the streets non couchlocking high i've gotten is equally impossible to resist DESPITE the FACT that hallucinogens are non-addictive. (shit! fuck! you can't rope your customers into addiction and lethargy on hallucinogens!) LOL

any time i'm in the midst of burning hair i'm tossing haze skunk or some equivalent and unstoning some stoners.

i have a few hundred cindy beans including an early mix of beans from all of my gals both short & tall that i'm looking into passing off as nirvana or attitude freebies. i'd love to give them to doc, but i'm still steamed over my $110 for nothing final order there. it would be cool to pass C99 freebies on as a grasscity exclusive coupon code somewhere. fuck being an asshole and charging peeps $25 or so a bean!!! fuck that noise. fuck the greed! fuck indicas! fuck some bar sluts on C99. the latter isn't a rant, but an order.

when it gets back in stock though, i'd go with cheap ass 8 miles high over C99. it just has a higher fun factor and is easier to chill out on. i think i lost all 5 of my 2nd attempts on that strain, but i'll be getting that again for sure.

i will be posting actual smoke reports on several sativa alternatives in the future as i test strains looking for my 3 or 4 keepers. something like NL#5 will be my stoner keeper, but an indica flavor strain would be even more of a contrast.

i wish somebody made a columbian gold skunk or even better a goldryder

 

i'm sure that a purer sativa would have a better smoke, but there are negatives to IBL sativas too when they get really potent like the columbian gold that spoiled me forever... diziness, nausea. hacking your lungs out, paranoia or that general "shut the fuck up yesterday asshole! i need to get the fuck out of here!" feeling you get dealing with people interested in shit you hate like heavy metal for me.

after attempting full moon thai, i'm OK with not chasing IBLs until i find someplace outdoors for them or at least waste half a year and my entire room SCROGging them. after months of waiting & having to transplant them because even 2 gallons isn't enough for the debs to flash pink and even when they do...

MOTHERFUCKER! the one that's actually fucking flowering is a motherfucking trannie! (another case of "i really need to beat this queen to death to shut him the fuck up" LOL) after all that time & transplanting, my gal has wood. i'm not at all enthused about the other one that won't even show pubes at all. so much for the fucking 50:50 m/f rule when dealing with hermies.

for now, i've found a bunch of strains i can get along with as well as pull off indoors. high quality seeds' haze skunk is not at all shabby. i'm getting fucking high again finally! (hold on... i gotta jerk off now) i'm definitely scoping their thai & kerala skunks next to see how they compare, but i could live with mellower but NOTHING but bliss 8 miles high happily forever and would love to see what my tasty "smokes just like the real deal" super cali haze does when not cold stunted at rooting to seed sticky daisy sized.

haze isn't as visually trippy as columbian gold from the 1/2 gram i tested, but it does have more euphoria and seems more well behaved like 8 miles. eventually i WILL try to conquer cambodian mekong haze (i wish afropips' malawi gold didn't just go extinct RIP honored elder!) and try to shrink it down to at least a 6 foot lowryder, but for now, i've found shit that gets me high and that is good enough for me.

i would rather smoke nasty ass castor oil stinking mexican bandsaw dirt brick (you don't want to smoke ANYTHING that's been anywhere near fishy castor oil EVER!) than the stickiest "throw it at the cieling & stink the whole movie theater up" indicrap any day, but draw the line at have to smoke it constantly to maintian a hint of a buzz while your headache is about to explode brick. i'll take the roadkil there *sigh*

but fuck it! now i don't have to! now i'm smoking the shit greedy fucks refuse to sell me because it eats into their caviar budget. i'm kind of sad though because it makes me think of all those poor lost souls who don't even know that getting high actually exists like the cousin i lost friendship with because he didn't like my calling his indicrap inferior and thinks "all bud is the same!". when i get around, i'm giving him some of this & some C99 and a big "fuck you asshole, don't ever call me a fucking liar!" and let him stew on it. then again... he's probably off the coke & on to crack by now.

i really want to see how thai & kerala skunk measure up to the haze one as well as testing urban poison, 8 miles high, & oaxican jock horror. my time will be better (& funner heh heh heh) spent trying practical indoor strains for "the best" and then passing that knowledge on here to fight indicrap to the death so i can shit down it's foul smelling (no offense to ACTUAL skunks) neck the 2nd best way possible.

i'm working on the best tonight. compulsive pruner that i am, i harvested what was left of the HS i told myself i was going to flatten out and will be sharing it with the ladies tonight. no number of words decribing (and certainly no motherfucking number of photographs EVER) can compare with giving the unintiated a 1st hand peek at getting high.

next on the agenda... starting enough plants that a little plucking won't affect and finally have surplus next year. then i'll just toss buds wherever they land. heh heh heh.

"hey? what's that? oh no! it isn't!" *sniff sniff sniff* "shit! it is!" *blaze blaze blaze* "oh fucking yeah! this is the best day EVER!"
(finger print THAT gumshoe!)

although the effect wouldn't be so dramatic in this market that sees a fair amount of variety including something that smoked a lot like an IBL i couldn't get the connect with & never got a name for, but back north east... they don't know shit about getting high anymore and anything coming in from canada is the same fucking indicrap beasters.

if i could, i'd tour the country squirreling the best bud i can grow around everywhere and then tell the reppers where to find it. you're in nashville. huh? let's see... there's an apollo 11 top cola under blah blah bridge. that would be so fun.

now if you'll excuse me, i need to get back to my buzz. i've got places to go and bitches to do.

 

i don't know about lineage, but 8 miles high smokes a lot like a haze. if pure haze were a ferrari, then 8 miles high is a sporty honda. it gets the job done without making a fuss. it's one of mandala's strains. it's like trading good highly euphoric skunk #1 couchlock for a taste of haze psychoactivity.

i wouldn't try tom hill's haze unless it was really indoor friendly, but hazes aren't my ultimate goal anyways. i want even trippier asian IBLs like mekong haze or a good mexican. i love haze, but it's not visual enough for me.

i really think in the short run, what i'm after is high quality seed's thai skunk. thai should be a little trippier at least than haze as i understand it as even back in the day when memories of columbian gold were still fresh with everyone that thai was considered the king of trippy and probably where most of the psychoactivity in haze comes from. pure thai is an uppity bitch of the highest order, but if you could tame that bitch with a 75% sativa, it can't be shabby. i'll test it side by side with kerala skunk, haze skunk and probably jock horror oaxican as jack is already trippy (unlike skunk #1) and if oaxican is anything like gold, should only boost jack's trippy even more.

it doesn't matter one way or another either way. now that i know i can get high again (munching some middle of the road buzzwise la blance now) i'm happy. having a non-stop supply of ANY of the couchlock free strains i've tested & liked so far would be fine. from here, the buzz can only improve as i zero in on my quiver of keepers.

people that like the details no-one else can be bothered to share might appreciate my ramblings & rants, but put me in a room too long with an indicashcrapper, and someone's momma's gonna get called out. LOL i despise them and the feeling is mutual.

i'd rather get banned for telling the truth than budging an atom for fucking indicrap. oh no skunk... i'm not getting out of your way. walk the fuck around me bitch! LOL

how many people like that reply and how many printed it and put it on your dart board? i know my snipered rep days aren't over. i'm honest with myself. at least i'm no wishy washy "go with the flow!" fucking robot. i got that at least.

 

no, i hadn't heard of those, but they sound interesting at least.

i'm staying a long ways away from fussy IBLs until i've settled and can do them right, preferably outdoors. between my no shows with burmese & mekong, and thai hermies spraying everything in my room that was misteded down a month before when i pulled my C99 breeder & all of the container & flowering fuss, i'm sticking with what works indoors as my primary goal is to just get a constant supply of something that doesn't piss me off like the mixed up UFO i'm toking right now that's potent & hazey with a little bit of stone.

as i've heard a lot of bad rep for seedsman & reeferman too, i'm leery of trying sativa breeders as too many are sketchy. i'm really not into $50+ strains either unless i've tried them myself or hear nothing but raves. when i see all those asien strains... it looks like reeferman's gear which is awesome on paper, but not customer pleasing in reality.

there IS some great shit out there, but only a few scattered connoisseur growers are taking the time to buy them and try them. i'm the only person i've ever seen report on high quality seeds.

after really being impressed with super cali haze, i'm going to start testing lowryders for breeding soon as the AK-47s are short & one other strain claims to be psychoactive. with the proper indica purged lowryder, i think it could be possible to shrink any IBL down.

there are way too many decent sounding strains out there to test, but i'm always happy to hear from anyone's 1st hand experience with strains.

the bottom line is if you look a little for sativa strains, you can find some pretty decent shit out there that you won't see on the street. this early mataro blue, lemon skunk, onyx or la blanca i'm blazing right now is just fine as have been the other strains i've reported on. getting high is out there and many breeders are still keeping the faith alive. it's just a matter of doing it oneself to see them.

i'm happy with energetic, euphoric, creative AND trippy in any combination or even potency as long as that motherfucking piece of shit couchlock stays the fuck out of my way like all of the beasters that pollute the streets like crack.

after getting high is achieved, then sampling different strains becomes a fun, but expensive hobby. i've already found gear i know i can be happy with, so my desperate & frantic 25 year search to get back to getting high again has now become simply curiosity over differences between strains and a much less urgent quest to get back to trippy visuals.

in the long run, i think i might end up liking milder sativas because when you brave the columbian gold and push it deep in your lungs, it can bite yer ass with qualities that aren't quite so much fun like dizziness (i hate that sensation sooooooo much!), nausea, anxiety, paranoia, lung busting expansion, & dry heaves.

i'm satisfied with the milder strains i've been sampling as is. it's just the impossible to avoid on the streets couchlock that pisses me off and all of the fucking greedy stupid ass robots who take the easy road to cash and soulessly don't give a shit about how happy (or pissed off in my case) it makes their customers and that don't have the pride to rise above the shithead masses with better gear.

you can get pretty decent yields with sativa leaning strains and that doesn't scratch the surface of the trippy but stoney ones ike super silver etc. i've avoided like the plague but there's little demand for it (how easily & quickly all of the fucking sheep that were getting high on the same shit as me bent over & let indica take over and rectal probe them without fucking their dealers up when sativas "died" eludes me) and there's no will by growers to do anything different.

go with the flow my ass.
you just got punched in the mouth bitch... how that flow going now? huh?

my flow is going to this nameless UFO me likee right now and no one's getting stressed and the ride's free for everyone.

it's ironic, the 4-5 cases of me getting smoked out between '85 right up to the 1/2 gram of haze i tested a couple weeks ago have ALL been freebies! what the fuck kind of world do we live in where the best shit is free & CAN'T be bought yet the worst can't be avoided and is overpriced?! bizzaro supply & demand!

that's why the feds had to eliminate sativas. they're a threat to their evil empire. how can you stay in power when people stop trading your seashells & beads?

i wanna start a rastafarian church v2.0 where enjoying life peacefully on sativas is the goal and start a jihad against capitalism & indicrap.

oh... and litterbugs, cock teasers, cock blockers & rush lamebug

i never seem to run out of issues, do i?

 

yes, i've been looking for 25 fucking years and now that i got my growlight up and have managed to ALMOST contain my greedy little fingers, have gotten to budding & harvest (a HUGE milestone for me!) i've been getting high a lot and haven't been this blissed out in general since the 80s.

NOTHING in life is enjoyable as getting high! fucking nothing and that INCLUDES fucking! if i had a choice between getting laid and a gram of trippy sativa and a penthouse mag, i'd take the bud every time! getting laid is only really for about 10 seconds of your giblets tingling where a trippy buzz lasts hours after you get off and wash your hands. LOL no fucking nagging or bickering either! LOL

chicks are overrated, especially those fucking chainsmoking cancer breath bitches that want YOU to quit partying!

"fuck you bitch! here's $20, let me call your ass a cab so you can get top steppin' ho!"

don't ever try to come between me and the ONE THING in life that truly makes me happy! if you're THAT kind of ball breaking bitch, fuck you! having a nutbag cunt you won't marry try to kill you in your sleep can REALLY change your point of view on cunts, i mean hoes, i mean bitches, i mean females

i don't need you to be my mommy either bitch! i smoke some C99 or haze skunk, and my apartment practically cleans itself... you are EASILY replaced by a bottle of lube and toilet paper skank!

i keep talking like that though, i'll be neck deep in self loathing doormat twat.

only when they know you aren't interested do stupid bitches want you.

i want sativas and no one in my personal space... you wanna give it up, OK, otherwise buh bye.

i'm not done sampling sativas yet, but i know i could be perfectly happy with nothing but C99 & 8 miles high or haze skunk etc. one of my UFOs that got mixed up smoked REALLY nice. i'm thinking it was onyx as it was really potent, the most potent shit i've grown yet and possibly even stronger than the pure haze i sampled recently... that sounds like AK-47 double whited to me.

 

because i DESPISE indicas so much that if it were in my power, i'd eradicate both them and every greedy fuck cash crapper, (and the feds that conspired to eradicate them with operation G13/paraquat) from the face of the earth forever.

when i grow my own, it's ALWAYS with strains that get you high and once i start taking leaflet trim & getting high again, i simply don't have the willpower to resist temptation. getting high calls to me like those sirens of the sea that make sailors shipwreck. (i still think they just strand on shore yelling "get your sativas here! we got all your sativa needs! we've got haze we've got thai! you want vietnamese blackseed? we got that! get your sativas get 'em while they're hot!" LOL

having something on hand keeps me away, but, my connect is unreliable (but tosses me freebies & samples when he's around) and most of the stuff he gets is unsatisfying same old same old which gets tired quick when my shit is 10x better.

i'm getting there.

once i get a full SOG done and have extra, i'll never pluck again except for comarison sake only. i have literally HUNDREDS of C99 beans curing right now. when they're ready to pop, i will no longer be a wannabe. LOL

i ALMOST pulled it off on my 1st grow as i planned on cloning my 3 8 miles high & 1 urban poisoin gal whose 1st buds i sampled not knowing that buds = nodes and you need nodes to grow cuttings (i've forgotten more about growing than most people probably know, literally having re-read my 3 x 1980s grow guides several times each and my MJ botany book 2-3 times too.)

i might piss everyone else off by not meeting their expectations of a big harvest, but i have no fucking regrets whatsoever. all the time i was undermining my own self (other than sativas, i have no impulse control problems, honest) i was actually getting high which is virtrually impossible to do on the streets. if i get run over by a bus tomorrow, then the haze skunk i've mowed down to a banzai will not have gone to waste. tomorrow doesn't exist where sativas & i are concerned. NOTHING and i mean NOTHING in life gives me that much pleasure or ever will.

getting laid is great, the best food in the world is great, LSD is interesting, beer is annoying, but sativas are sacred. besides, when i'm toking, i'm not rotting my gut with hooch and nearly choking to death on it every morning when burps turn into involuntary puking.

i do what i want the way that i want & make no apologies.

now i'm off to snip some more bottom bud, ingrown leaf & tops to make more colas or if my haze skunks last "tops" aren't perking up, i'll put that one out of it's misery and i will get another 3-4 hours or more of "shit! life CAN be fucking wonderful!"

i'm in the here & now. besides, as much of a knack as i have of making enemies being semi-autistic and all, i can't exactly COUNT on a long & prosperous life. shit, i nearly had to play "one of us has to die now" with some punk and his butt buddies trying to roll on me at a club just 3 days ago!

you can take the asshole out of the hood, but you can't take the hood out of the asshole.

UPDATE: i just mowed down my 2 inch stunted urban poison, i think, & have 3-4 hits of munchkin bud. my big gals escape my greedy clutches another day... or few hours anyways.

i'll probably tear the la blanca down next as i'm not liking it anyways... too stoney!

as to rambling... here's a clue... sativas will do that to ya! LOL they also lower your tolerance to LISTENING to rambling as well though. i don't know how many times i've had to listen to chicks tell me about EVERYTHING they did on their shopping trip for cotton balls etc. i could give a shit about to begin with while my brain is squirming around in my head trying to jump out the window screaming "make it stop! make it stop! shut up! shut up! shut up! shut up!" all the while FORCING myself to nod & smile and look for the quickest exit blahblahblahville.

i like to THINK at least that SOME of the stuff i say is interesting to someone besides me. i always keep myself entertained & know exactly what to say.