damn...... your completely right..... How did I fall back so far? just less than a year ago I was where you are now....on a spiritual path to enlightenment. I would meditate and collect crystals and gems. I would radiate love and work on opening my chakras ...... then somehow I let the negativity take over...i got caught up in the chaos in the world....when in reality, giving energy to such chaos only feeds it and makes it worse.... Maybe I needed this step back to move even further ahead.... I need to go back and work on my spiritual quest...and spread love again.... Sorry blades.
It's a wonderful thing to be informed and know where you stand and what you out of the world. But we have to remember to not act out of fear.