The poisen is with me it lurks in the depths of my soul the jeoulsy, hate and scould the wishes, the dreams, demolished by gold They beauty so innocent, The freshness so sweet. the poisen is with me it lurks in the depths of my soul no other way to describe these feeling i hold.
i hate holding on but i cant let go youve got a grasp on my heart and soul giving up seems so worthless, pursuing on so hebetate Your always on my mind. uncomparable to anything to which one could ever lay upon their eyes And yet, the gun seems so close, the bullet so tempting the phone i know is closer, buts its farther from you. Which is why i know there are two things i must do. One is in my hand, and the other is say i love you.
does no one here my blatant crys im still living but just by a thread Speaking of how life is filled with lies. They wont have to worry when im emotionless and dead Im sure they'll weep, Im sure they'll mourn But by sunrise the next morning, they will put on their clothes and head off to work and school and play. And just tell there loved ones "Oh What a sad dAy"
My dream that once caught the wind and took flight now lay in my bowl to burn all night As i flick the flame and toast the game I sit wondering the truth behind it all The shattered goals, the broken dreams. Thrown in a blender and come out green. rolled with faiure, sparked with desire inhaled by curiosity exhale and inspired.