Paradise Falling through an open hole All I see is black as I feel the wind rushing by my head Im torn in this life between fear and courage Holding onto my dreams to lose myself in another fantasy Going insane from the second i wake until i lose myself in another cloudy dream Im falling into a dark hole One where i am ment to be alone I struggle to breath I find myself lost to my own happiness Paradise is really hell with a good decorator Lonely Nights I am broken I am torn I am beaten Take this pain away I am finding it hard to get through all these lonely nights without you You were supposed to be there for my final days when i would become a man Others must of thought it was time for you to go I hated what was seldom seen Very little did i care about my own life Killing my body with the poison that i always keep in a closet in my mind I dont know how to live in these lonely nights I would do anything to see you one more night... Its just one of those nights