This week, it seems like every time I get really stoned I wind up having to talk to sober people for random long periods of time. Like, I got blazed the other afternoon and a then a couple of my neighbor's friends spontaneously came over to my place, and I had to introduce myself and carry on a conversation. Then they came over again today (uninvited) right after I'd smoked several bowls and expected me to remember their names and talk again. Or this Sunday morning, I smoked off my hangover, and then all my roommates left, so I wound up talking to the hungover guy who over at our house party the night before and slept on our couch. Or this Sunday afternoon, after I'd been basically smoking all day, a friend of a friend came over to get his phone, and we wound up smoking cigarettes and talking and being completely unable to find his phone OR mine (to call his). (He had to have known that there was something wrong with me - I was obviously being dense as shit.) It's weird because these are all people that know I smoke, but don't smoke a ton themselves and don't know how much I smoke. I don't really care if they figure it out, but it's weird to me that I can be obviously ripped in front of them and they don't even notice. I always feel like I'm speaking gibberish and pausing abnormally frequently, but no one ever says anything. I even asked my roommates a few times if I had been obvious because I was sure people could tell and they told me they hadn't been able to tell. You ever get that feeling that you're constantly stoned and everything is just perfectly normal, but it's weird at the same time because you're the only one who knows you're high? That's like my whole week this week.