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recognition was a poor word. Im not trying to be on top and I do not care to be in the old school forum. Support would've been better. This entire year when I would share pics of what I thought were mites, the whole lounge would get silent. I just wasnted helped and I felt ignored at times. Lately everyone has been really nice explaining things to me I feel like I am learning more quickly.

Your contributions are good. I appreciate talking with you. You treat me like an equal. However when you say something that you're stilling learning about, you don't get told to get your shit together or any other people telling you you're wrong and to read more. Other people have noticed people are harder on me than other guys.

I just don't want to be ignored. If you guys didn't know what's wrong, why couldn't people just say that? I want support and sometimes people will help and sometimes they don't so i get this hot cold feeling.

If someone trolls me like what happened on the original No Till thread, I did what the forum guidelines said, ignored him and reported it for DAYS. I was told to just keep ignoring him and it wasn't until chunk came back from the weekend did I get any help at all. People felt like I must've done something wrong but dodger was kindly explaining some electric stuff to me when this guy came in telling me I give shitty advice. I told him I felt my advice was good, explained why and when it became apparent he wanted to just argue, I banned him. After that I was ignored and told I'm beasically too stupid to talk.

You're right and I did overreact. I don't actually care about the likes but it shows to others. That guy had to ask I my advice was good because of it. I mentioned tanglefoot months ago and am ignored till I mention it again and chunk and jerry liked it. Only then would he consider my advice.

I wanted to resolve what I am angry about instead of just bottling it up. I knew what I said was going to have the opposite effect and I dont really care about the likes. What I should be sayin is I want the support of the organic community and I don't like having some sort of rating system based how well someone is liked by only a select bunch. I know my opinion is worthless and what's gonna happen is gonna happen anyways.

 

Sorry if my use of language is offensive to you, but I still stand by that statement.

After our extensive conversation through PM, you posted this...

No-Till Gardening: Revisited

It miffed me a bit, because it seemed to me as if though everything we discussed went in one ear and out the other. So my post immediately after the one referenced above contained exactly what I thought, that being that you need to get your shit together. I even reiterated how useless CEC/exchangeable ion soil tests were for potted soils, and expressed that knowing the TDS of the soil solution is far more important. After further consideration of our PM discussion, I suggested on the open boards that it would be better to get your well water tested. I do believe that Possum concurred. Sometime shortly after that, you posted three soil tests (from your soil mix comparison thread?) in some unrelated thread which I have not been able to hunt down. Three CEC tests, not saturated paste tests (which report the TDS of the soil solution).

Sorry, but at that point is when I personally decided that you were no longer worth my time or effort. I tried to help you the best I could. You aren't the first person that I've spent this much wasted time on, but you will be the last, as far as diagnosing "sick plant" problems is concerned...

I wish you all the best.

 

That's fine. You're wrong though. Many people have mentioned it to me both privately and publicly like brod mans post a while back. Like I said hot or cold. Sometimes but definitely not always.

 

I didn't deserve your abuse. You're angry and admit to a drinking problem which indicates to me that you're unhappy with your life. I felt sorry for you and haven't treated you badly ever. I won't put up with rude advice. No one should. Everyone made fun of you that day I sent you to the terrorists. If think you'd have sympathy.

If you contribute enough and don't have to delete your posts after that shockingly condescending comment, maybe I could take you seriously.

The only reason you wanted me to pay for a soil test is you want to prove the soil recipe people have been using for no till is shitty. That's why you were interested in the soil tests and that why I didn't pay for them.

Seriously please do me the courtesy of leaving me alone.

 

Your friend brought it up again stating I get likes because I have boobs. I said before that I would leave it alone but I won't be silent if you guys continue to mock me. I was really excited to be here when I first signed up. Then that troll made his first posts trolling me. You guys all hopped on board because one boy told you I was no good publicly talking about my body saying its subpar while you cheer him on?! He made multiple comments while I ignored it until I finally couldn't take it any more and blew up on him. Then everyone ignored me forever. The only person who asked my side was a mod and he was really cool to me and recognized the situation for what it really is. I told him you guys wouldn't ever accept me and I was right.

@Possuum I know huh? lmao

 

Your friend brought it up again stating I get likes because I have boobs. I said before that I would leave it alone but I won't be silent if you guys continue to mock me. I was really excited to be here when I first signed up. Then that troll made his first posts trolling me. You guys all hopped on board because one boy told you I was no good publicly talking about my body saying its subpar while you cheer him on?! He made multiple comments while I ignored it until I finally couldn't take it any more and blew up on him. Then everyone ignored me forever. The only person who asked my side was a mod and he was really cool to me and recognized the situation for what it really is. I told him you guys wouldn't ever accept me and I was right.