I just heard that my friend who was supposed to give me a ride crashed his car and totalled it. They are in hospital now, the only reason I know is because my friend who I owed money for weed had my buddy that crashed health card went to the hospital to give it to him. I'm shaking right now, the back (where I would've sat) was smashed in like a tin can. I would've been killed for sure. Holy shit. I feel like damn what the fuck, shit like this could happen all the time what if I make one wrong decision now and my roof caves in on me because I decided to take a shit in the bathroom where it was caving.