after a whole year and a half of constant smoking -- 2 joints per day on average 5-9 on other days, before i smoked regularly i use to always feel a presense when i meditated and trully benefitted myself with clarity of mind and had the motivation to carry out my life plans, now i feel alone when i pray/meditate, feel as if my efforts are done in vain, it seems senseless if you dont use your substance in moderation...thoughts used to race before my eyes and i felt chakra in my spine and really felt in another dimension, now my mind is just blank...or maybe too cloudy to see t-break....gonna visit my old friend dxm