Used to freak out over shit i couldn't control mainly the weekend in pass then you replied said you was busy and with the fam/ got that clear asked you to read that note i wrote back of the head thought i looked like an ass then you replied said if i was a chick youd jump over the moon for me/ told me that you care just circumstance biology got in the way wanted to clasp you and break the dam/ would've been at fault though probably shouldn't ask you too read this one knowing self... will/ told i had balls for that act yesterday not sure though got nervous when you took a lil min to get back to me then you showed me that post/ then realized the pain you go through and i've seemed to make it worse only failing to really realize yet you say its cool/ you're not normal i know this but any one else would have said something about it by now yet we chat about it discussions/ 1/ and when we do discuss we listen to eachother ask questions think/ 2/ pictured us back to back with the m4 and saw that smirk you gave when asked if ready jumped into the zone and came out on top that smile/ 3/ walked into the house and took a seat checked under the bed asked why the cabnit was in the way youd forgotten/ 4/ keepin real the whole journey we never faked or lied to one we kept it tight nit, though i talked but never mentioned names or anything away thinkin back, kinda shitbag/ 5/ you got a variety of techs that are performed people used for it and never cared still went with it hopin they pay they never did, and you never said no/ 6/ would throw gas and cigs i'd get you back we both did always like that/ 7/ asked if i could stay over cool same room, seperate parts kept respect/ 8/ moving and havin a drink started to chat got on heavy revealed no one else knows/ 9/ talked about gettin somewhere would offer suggestions and i uping eachother/ 10/