i think i really hate my family...not because im "overreacting" to something that happened...an isolated incident type of deal... its really just the a collection of shit thats happened over time. for example i hate a sibling of mine who's having a graduation soon (college). i prefer to not have to see them/talk to them let alone spend multiple hrs just to watch their ceremony. same goes for my parents...i cant stand them either to be quite honest...i just think they're lousy parents...if you can call them that. i have much closer bonds with other members of my fam but my immediate fam = hate. im really considering NOT showing up. idk why but something tells me i "have to" go...id much rather send a card saying, "congrats..now go fuck urself then pull it out and suck that dick bitch". thats more where im at right now... why should i go?? 0r why shouldn't i??