Not feeling 100% myself

Hello fellow smokers,

I have been having a little bit of a problem in my life for almost 2 months now. I will describe my experience and tell you the story of how it all happened and I sincerely hope that you can help me or give me some advice.

Now, I have been smoking weed for about 2 years now, have never had major problems or dilemas, used to enjoy weed and thanks to it I've had some of the best experiences in my life.

Now, it all happened this summer somewhere in the middle of August. I have been smoking weed heavily this summer, and by that I mean everyday, maybe skipped a couple of them though. We were going to smoke at my friends place in the morning and we all gathered at his place. Everything went as usual, rolled it, smoked it and I had a good time. We smoked around the 12 PM and I got home at 3-4 PM. For some reason I have still felt kinda high, felt buzzed and abit under the influence. Later that day we hung out again and I remember the exact moment where everything went to shit. I was talking to my friend and I said something to him and I had felt like I didn't say it, it felt super fucking wierd, like I wasn't saying the words, and from there I just felt a little bit different day by day. Now, this had happened to me already and it happened when I first started smoking but it lasted for 3 days maximum and went away the next time that I smoked. But this time it was different. So I google more and more and more and I read soo much shit about depersonalization and derealization and I came to conclusion that I have developed it even though im not sure if I did, I definitely did feel some of the symptoms but DP/DR develops to people who have lost some very close (mother, child) etc... Days went by and I still smoked when I could, I tried to ignore it but it scared the shit out of me sometimes, I remember having panic attacks when I was outside with my friends the first week it appeared, scary shit. Summer was almost over and I thought that everything would fall to its place when I get back to school with my friends. Unfortunately, I wasn't how I imagined although it has gotten better. The feeling would vary day to day, I would feel like im in a haze, a bit clouded but mainly wierd, and by wierd I mean, I could do everything perfectly normal, my humor would be as it was before but I just wouldn't feel 100% myself even though I was capable of doing things just as I was before. If I could describe the feeling it would be uncontrollable, scary, wierd, confused and mainly not myself.

Now I have googled and found a couple of similar post such as this one that I am writing and people have said that it is common and that many of them actually experienced this. I've read that all you have to do it take a break for a while, eat healthy, exercise and change your lifestyle and it should go away soon. I exercise min. 3 days a week, eat all kinds of foods but try do avoid shit foods and socialise regularly. Im not really sure what the fuck is going on but yeah I haven't been smoking the last 3 weeks now and been feeling this for almost 2 months now. The past week has been better but I feel better day by day, there are better days and there are worse days but I hope it goes away soon.

Also, I have been taking Vitamin B, Hyperforat pills(they help with negative thoughts), some other vitamin healty shit and been drinking Zeolite and looooots of water and tried meditation but quit after a week even though I will try to get back into the routine asap.

If you have ANY experience or advice please please please share it with me so I can get through this as fast as possible and go back into my normal state and smoke again!

Thank you and I hope this has helped anyone in any kind of form or way!