No weed, alcohol, good food, or cigs for 2-3 weeks.....

Rough times here financially...I had to pay $135 in overdraft fees from some stupid little transactions like cigs and a pizza that did not appear as if they would take me over before I got some more money...but they did. Also I had to pay $145 for some stupid crap on my cars power steering. Also I had to pay $30 because some stupid fucks burned down our apartment building's sign a week ago and lit a bonfire of couches in the middle of the street they're charging everybody here for it. I'm stuck here with $60 for two weeks, this should be interesting. It's really gonna suck no longer being able to go out with friends to party, having NO weed, and worst of all NO CIGARETTES (I smoke a pack a day and this is gonna be horrible stopping like this)...I have about 5 left but I can't afford to buy anymore. It looks like I'll be spending the next couple weeks sitting in my apartment making crappy cheap meals, not smoking anything, not drinking, and sure as hell not eating out. I won't even have any cash for St. Patty's day, fuck. I haven't gone to bed sober in months, and last night I scraped the last kief from my grinder so tonight will be that first night...rough times here, sorry for the rant...smoke a bowl for me! I won't be able to spark one for a while.

 

I'm thinking I may do that. I just feel like the biggest shitpile in the world thinking back a few weeks ago when I was loaded and one day I took out 120, 60 for weed 60 for coke, and spent 30 drinking at the bars the same night. If it weren't for that STUPID (but fun as fuck) night I would be fine. I really got get my priorities straight and realize that being fucked up all the time isn't everything because of all the hundreds I've spent on it in the past 5 or 6 weeks I have absolutely nothing to show for it.