Well, everyone - I've got to tell you... I'm the happiest man on the face of this planet tonight. I've come to a major halt in my life. My first love, and probebly my only true love contacted me today. A lot has happened in her life, and she had to go away for a while, and she's back to visit for a while this week. Well, we got to talking, and she confessed that she wanted to get back together when she came back (to stay, around late june, early july)... and I must say - I've never been happier. Going on a year now, I've been completly in shambles of this girl - it was my fault we split in the first place... worst mistake I've ever made. I've regretted it horribly every single day since. The only catch here is - she wants me to get clean. I told her I would never want to get completly clean and she said she could probebly tolerate my usage on weekends and such. I'd never thought I'd say it - but this girl is worth quitting over. Thank god she isn't making me. I am going to start cutting back however... and my goal is to move to only smoking on weekends by the time she gets back. It will be hard - me being a daily toker... but it's more then worth it. I love the girl more then pretty much anything in this world, and afterall - we are professionals.