okay well i've been thinking about this for a while and figured i ask for advice background on me: well i lived with my gma since i was little never she works alot to provide for me so didnt have time to show interest in anything i did. I dont blame her she did her best for me and i love her for that but this leads to my problem. like everytime i go out with a girl i get attached and i want them to love me idk i guess cuz i never feel loved at home even though i am and i put this on my g/f's and that usually leads to us breaking up because if they dont act a certain way i get mad and dont trust them im tired of not being able to trust a girl and not being able to just believe when she tells me something rather then needing proof or what not. I guess this has to do with self esteem issues i mean its not like im not a good looking guy i get alot of girls(not to sound cocky) my girlfriends at first think im really confident and what not because im pretty good looking. but when they get to know me they realize i have no confidence in myself or what i do and am insecure and im tired of being this way and want help!!!