I'm 18 and a junior in high school, I started school late. Anyway for all the time I've been in school I've never fallen for a girl. Everytime I have I would just bury all feelings in weed and school work, but this time there's this girl and there's something about her that makes me want to go for her, I've been burying for a few weeks, but I still feel those feelings. Usually they'd be gone, but they always come back to haunt me. I don't even know her, we talked once but it was very brief. Why I never dated before, well I just didn't want to, its not like I wasn't allowed I just didn't want to after seeing friends after it all comes down, like why try if it all just comes crashing down? some say its worth it, it probably is but I don't know what to do, what should I do? keep burying until it all goes away (no matter how hard it is and believe me its so fucking hard, when I'm high its all amplified and I hurt more) or actually try this time, even though this would be the first girl I would actually try to go for in my life. HELP!!