Need Advice - Dry As A Desert

So basically been on and off toking for a few years now - not too heavy, but definitely slightly above moderate. I would typically take breaks for a week every month or two, but have been dry for over 6 months. Deciding to come back to the green side, I have been having ZERO luck finding ANY connections (not asking for them over the forums since that is not allowed). I've hung out at skateparks, bars, smoke shops, even stores if I am fiending hard enough. There is nothing I can find; all my old connections are lost, and none of my friends know anyone. I graduated from an online highschool, so no luck school wise, and I do not have a car/live near any campuses. I'm starting to get desperate enough to try craigslist honestly. Any advice on what to do? And don't give me shit for fiending hard, everyone does at some point and some of us depend on the medicine more than others naturally. After being laid off due to a company shutting down, my stress and anxiety are at an all time high, and all I want is a large bag to just relax and think things over, but it feels impossible in my state (utah)/city(Murray/SLC). Filled with rich, uptight-prude mormons.