My Tokédex

hi, been here and went away. now i'm back. i'm weird, posted some weird stuff, said some weird things, have lots of weird ideas. i'm not a rapist, just quiet and socially ignorant. i promise you, i just want some love, friendship, and knowledge, amongst other things... however, i know i've done many things in my past which justify my forever-alone existence so i shouldn't expect much.

i used to take pictures/close-ups of my pickups pretty frequently, about 1-2 years ago. however, this past year i've been in somewhat of a depressed and deluded state, full of self-hate and shame. i'm not asking for sympathy or pity, but rather explaining myself... why? 'cause i'm weird, i guess. idk.

tl:dr: i'm a loser.

i'm a noob at photography, but here's some of what i have to show off...

Trainwreck (good) (2010):









Purple Diesel (eh) (2010):




Headband (eh):




Black Afghan (dank) (2010):

to be continued...

 

thanks man, i appreciate the kind words.

i guess that's what delusion does to me. i made a thread about some stupid sex game, partially as an actual idea that popped in my thoughts one day and also as a joke. after a while, i began to feel like maybe i'm some rapist crazy lunatic or something because of what i did. no one called, or calls, me a rapist or anything, though.

my first tube, nameless from "Da Glassworks" in Pacific Beach, Ca:

 

yes, it's quite convenient carrying such a device in your pocket during long journeys across the continent. haha

ya i try to keep that type of thinking in my thoughts... but, my will is weak. workin' on it though.

 

old flask extraction setup (don't do what i did; i was stupid and wasn't thinking... it's unsafe to have that inside, even with lots of open space and flowing air):




yield:




went wayyyy too far...:

 

hahaha! i downgraded to a webcam =/

seemingly "trivial" advice like this is what i lack, thank you. honestly, this type of stuff slips my mind far too often. i'll get that confidence thing down, though.

hehe, just some overpurged BHO. used a steep/flask method, instead of pressure through a tube. yield was really bad, like 10% more or less.

 

coil of oil (i think some plastic-type substance might have chemically bound to this batch... oh, the joy of being misinformed):

 

random (2-21-2010):

 

haha thanks, a bit of reading and some instructional videos/pictures help a lot.

hm ya you're right with that.

a'thank you

sadly, most of this is long gone. i'll try to get some recent pickups soon, though.

thanks! ya probably my favorite of that top batch. can't recall the actual genetics off the top of my head.

feel free to lol i was trying to think of a clever title. though, i later googled tokedex and found that it's been in use long before it crossed my mind... or maybe i saw it in the past

aw yeah gotta represent! for sure, i try to be and generally am chill i think. but there are times when i get filled with a lot of irrational thoughts and convince myself of stupid things... and that can go on for a while. but you're right, if no one's getting hurt then it's not too bad.

much appreciated, though i didn't make up the word. all props to the growers/providers/people in between, if you catch my drift. thanks for checkin out the thread though dude!

 

can't believe i haven't said this already, but thanks to whoever handles account deletion. i know it's probably a monotonous thing to have to do, so i gotta give my thanks and appreciation.

here's some more pictures for everyone:

Diesel "Half-Melt" (2010):








i forgot, but i think it was some Allen Wrench regular bubble. still melty though (2010):