To start off, this past weekend I visted my friend at college and was introduced to my first shroom trip. I have never really tripped before (tried salvia and ambien but nothing too crazy happened) and had thought about doing shrooms for years. We ended up all getting an 8th each and just chomped it down, played some mario cart, and waited. During the trip I was on a computer and wrote some stuff down, i'll let you guys read it. Oh and the basic of this was that we were trying to "write rules" about everything I guess. 1.\tNo face looking 2.\tYou have it and then you just forget it 3.\tWHY do we keep loosing it 4.\tI liked that moment 5.\tAnd hen all f a sudden 6.\tI gotta SAVE THIS 7.\tWE NEED TO MAKE RULES 8.\tWE NEED SOMEONE TO Tell In order to see tits You need to see a lot of dicks And most of the dicks are being jerksed off And you never get the tits Ever EVER On the road to tits A lot of times you lose it and never ever get it again. Cause like we keep going ack We keep loosing it WE are on drugs We need something to do We need someone to tell us what to do Now im off that When do we get it WERE ON DRUGS Ok so we keep talking about doing something but the fun of shrooms is that you just kinda be in the moment, and we keep trying to get it but im not sure if we will ever trlely get it. We keep going in circles and then all of sudden we go back. Water is good cause we just thought that but for now we don't care anymore. Its like all of a sudden im trying my hardest to put it on paper. Why do I keep loosing it. In this shrroms world where I could sit And then you lave But like you have been to the same islands This will be gold mine We keep trying to find it AND THEN WE LOSE IT IS THIS WHAT WE ARE SPPOSED TO BE DOING He has to throw his phone at the wall Derrick has it I think Andrew doesn't We need rules We cant figure out if we need rules or not Cops are bad I like now That's what I wrote We an just drink all day Is that fun, is it fun to just drink Do something dumb to get famous Come back \t\t\tdown PLEase just jump out the window We don't know what to dox Should we just do something stupid Bbming moms is a bad idea Were one step closer to jump out the window We want to bbm andrews mom so baad. WE need to fucking make rules No we are not No salad dressing You just went from time to g No DRINK and drive Its like Time Time Time I feel awesome he keeps talking about time and time and time and we can do wwhatever the fuck we want and then life is crazy and I keep trying write it down and. DON'T BE MEAN TO EACH OTHER So we keep talking in circles and then like normally ten times we have talked DO you guys want to drink We wanna drink but not vodka We are on drugs he is an alcoholcih I don't get it Don't hurt yourself Don't look at your own weinors And it's a new thought every time If you say feel awesome then you do Matt left to pee but now he Is back We can split up I want to split up My mind is on a whole nother planter right now No gym ever again We took this drug and this is awesome. That is litteraly as far as he got before he went on to another subject. And now craig is going on about hallways Craig is leading us for now Everyone be quiet Everyone just listen We think that talking is good but we arnt sure. If you think positive thoughts then you would just think awesome, but to sum it up we have no ideas AT ALL. No fucking lights We are all dumb cayse uts f. Can we get in trouble. Sleep is fun but you cant go there. A thousand mini journeys And we all just stay the same We need rules Its all about the vibes Don't delete anything Fuck you Who gives a fuck Actually who gives a fuck If we let me lead then we wont make it out of this night alive. Keep shit off Except this computer Shoes off the fucking bed Gives me the fucking drink You just change vibes so quickly and it makes no sense. Im trying to talk. I agree Lets push it down the wrong road Please We think of fucked up shit Stay positive You gotta do whatever the fuck you want because we cant be combined together cause we will never truly be in the same thought. They try and teach you to think. Be happy Go down the wrong path That's what we have to do No dyeing That is one thing that we can agree on. Do we like rules or not. Lead us I just read through this, and with shrooms you are on one thing for so long and then just lose it. But is that what life is, we just go on looking for shit before all of a sudden you loose it and don't give a shit anymore. See I thought I was on this subject before but now I really have no FUCKING clue what im typing. All we can talk about is trying to get something. We wanna do something and then stop. FUCK YOU why the fuck do we wanna do shit. These are all the thoughts of the night throughout a drug trip. Throwing up sucks. We cant loose it. We wanna find it. Underlying personal traits come out, and when you throw them out someone else has to either get under it and support it or chop that fucker down. Holy shit this is the furthest down the same thought ive done all night. We lost it. I lost that thought completely Back To This Road WE ARE Who gives a shit about Its like two different vibes trying to hit each other Whip itts I don't make mistakes cause I don't regret shit Everyone is trying to figure out this shit I understand what he is saying about time, but thought about that a long time a go and now I don't care about it. Its not that I don't care its just that you will never figure it out anyway so why the fuck would you spend time thinking about it. That HAS TO MAKE SENSE. No body is thinking about the same thing at the same time, but luckily im gonna write this shit down. You get too many fucking thoughts at once and cant figure it out. So you kinda just go on about something else. Thank god that im writing this shit down. Everytime I go off I can come back and then I am brought wright back to that tought. I feel like im coming down but it's really just a different high. When your fingers go somewhere you need to smell it. Ok I think that I am donw with the book. I'm gonna delete this all now and send it to myself (END) Basically I had an awesome time and alot of the time I was just writing down what was being said, altough reading back on it kinda scares me. I thought you guys might want to read.
oh and we were on chatroulette for a bit, that is where the dicks and tits conversation came from hahah
very interesting to read and reminds me of some of my trips. I have definitely encountered the infinite circle of trying to do something but nothing ends up being done haha.