im putting this up for whoever wants to read this- to me this is a pinnacle. first, i went through the basics of life; learning it and dealing with it's various fates. second, i went through transition, and questioned all. then after i tore everything i believed apart. i was alone with no knowledge in my mind. from there i built my new knowledge from nothing. third, i sought insight. with what a human is born knowing i was able to cope with my life. when once walking blind through the dark i now sit on a throne embracing it all. in shorter words i fit history and religion to better fit me. fourth, i dropped friends: family: and emotions, this way i don't suffer from fates such as betrayal. machiavelli said once, to see a mans weakness look at those around him. i have no one around me, so my weakness's are far more complex. fifth, enable yourself to be lost in your own thoughts. only there are you safe, and only there do you trully see what is around you. love life and it's gifts, but love sin and its trials.