i seriously need alot of advice on living by myself, right now i'm looking for ANY job that's thrown at me but at the moment it seems like they're all running away from me like i have a hockey mask and a bloody machete in my hand. I also need advice on looking for an apartment too. all i could get from my parents is that i need around 1500 bucks just to move into one,but they seemed to guard the rest like it's some great secret.
Well I have no idea where you're located so, I would just say look profession sell yourself wisely and save like a mutha'fucka.
The best thing you can do is stay positive. We all have lows in our lives. Those lows are a test on the type of person you are. Maybe its a good thing your parents are kicking you out. Just look at nature, every bird has to leave the nest at some point. You'll make it man. Just flow with things and put your mind on what you want to accomplish. You say there's no jobs, have you checked out other cities? Just don't let it get you down. Have some patience. I hope things work out for you man.