At the moment my mind is under severe stress because it has been compromised. It has been compromised from being 'normal', to bein 'abnormal'. Before, my mind was creating a world where everything was normal. But now, the same mind is creating a world where everything is abnormal. It feels like my universe has been shattered. I used to think such thing couldn't possibly happen. I used to think I lived in a normal society, where there was such thing as 'flood control' and 'water management'. Thieves are roaming around in bands. There are no police in sight. Houses have been deserted. Everyone had evacuated, and now this whole place is a ghost town. Normalcy no longer exists, chaos creeps in. People are panicking. They flee in fear. I packed my bags and left the house. I didn't wait to see the water claim my house as another victim. A drop of tear falls from my eye, but it doesn't reach the ground. The flood sweeps my tear away. The tear quickly dissolves into the mirky flood water. My mind has been compromised. I no longer live in a normal world, where society functions as it should. From now on, I live in a world, where all and any sorts of fucked up things can and will happen. I now live in ... severe stress.
My kids are safe, thanks for worrying. The house in the picture is actually my parents' house, where I grew up and lived, until I got married and moved out. My house is long way down the river, so it's still safe, but not for long. May be it'll be another 5 days before all this water reaches my house. Is it fiction? I wish it was...
BBC News - Thailand floods: Waters advance on north Bangkok areas Stay safe brother... edit; have some extended family there; dad might be too but I wouldn't know, not spoken to him for some time.
I'm fucking stressed right now... I've already waked and baked, but only after two hours, I'm not feeling it no more. FUCK! FUCK! Ahem. What to do?