High, everybody, I'm Bill. I'm 33 years old, married father of 2. I'm from Kingston, Ontario, Canada. I am addicted to Oxycontin for almost 2 years and weed for 15 years. I was doing research on the topic of my oxy addiction, and stumbled onto this site. I've also come across it various times googling various weed related topics, so I thought I'd join. I am starting Methadone Thursday, and plan on shutting down the weed as well as the oxy, the reason of course for the methadone, and I'm scared. Afraid to let go of my olf friend high. I've been high every day minus 20 or 30 days since 1994. I get high for everything. To get up, to make and eat breakfast, to be nice to my family, to go to work, to chill after work, but never to get high anymore. It's all to not get sick.