Life is so awsome. Its such a outstandingly great and profound thing at its fundamentals, so mysterious! And the fact we are all doomed. Imagine being in a grave, really picture it. Can you imagine, that that is infact where we are all headed, maybe today, maybe next week. Maybe, and likely for fourtunate westerners in 50 years. And yet in reality, a the grandest triumph of nature, the people of earth, on the whole ignores this fact. Religion has turned most into humble servants, and convincend them against taking ones life as it really is for nature. They believe they will be immortal! As they believe there is an after life. This is reality, can you believe it? And the people who understand what their existance really is, who truly comprehend death and understand its compulsion to change their perspective on life, are forced to live with these reptiles! I'm trying to live my life, and I always feel so supressed, I cannot be as nonconformist as I'd like to be, or I will be unreasonably ridiculed. Exactly like Socrates. Every naturalist is like Socrates in that way. We are all forced to live with people who would ridicule us for trying to live aligned with the truth.