so this happens to me today at work but let me give you a little history on my relationship with this girl. i work with a bunch of guys who would always talk about sex. i was a virgin at the time lol, but i really didnt give a shit if i laid or not. so one day i decide to prove it to them that i could get laid. i meet a girl who works where i work and split game, the girl gives me number, then we meet for a date. i went out with her just to experience what every virgin wants to experience, which is sex. about 3 dys later i take the chick to the mountains and finally get what i am looking for... But for some strange reason i dont climax, i went at it for 20 minutes and didnt cum. now i felt like shit after that. i asked my self why i didnt climax. anyways i keep on going out with the girl, i started having some feelings for her. i also wanted to see if i could do my THING better on my bed than in a car. after 2 weeks of boning for the first time i decide to meet the chick at my house. one thing let to another and we started doing our thing. 5 minutes into the thing and i decide to just quit, i dont know why but i wasnt enjoying it so i give up. i explain to her that i didnt know why it was happening. later i just decide to let her go, i was depressed all the time, because i couldnt understand why couldnt have sex. my libido plummeted to the point where she wouldnt turn me on, i felt like shit so i told her that i wanted a break to think about things. i go into work one day and the workers smirk and ask me if i am gay . wtf.. they explained that my ex had told them that i was lame in the sack and that she questioned my sexuality. this really angered me . why would she tell everyone about the shit that we did. that was 1 month ago from today. today i was at work when she shows up around where i work with a new boyfriend, i ignore them but then they look at me and my ex says something to the guy that i cant hear, then the motherfucker looks at me giggles. i am fucking stunned by this bullshit but at the same time i feel like shit because its the truth. i cant enjoy sex for some reason and it doesnt come natural to me. but that doesnt mean that i am a homosexual. what this girl did today left me a depressed state of mind. i never ever disrespected her and never talked shit behind her back. i dont hate her matter of fact i just wished for her to have something better, i didnt feel worthy enough for her. but today she slapped me across the face and laughed while i looked like a fucking chump. im sorry for that long story i just wanted to get shit of my chest before i go to sleep. i really wish i knew why people hate on things they dont understand, then they make a mockery of them.