So, i had some pretty shitty things go down lately. now I really feel like I dont have a place to call home. I dont want to stay in my house (to many memories), and all the people I thought were friends, werent. So I am taking a job with a cruise line. I figure maybe I will just float for a while. Im hoping to find some small corner of the world that will provide me the 3 things I crave: peace, joy, and love. With all the BS I went through this week I have seriously re-evaluated my life. All the materialistic things I own (while cool in theyre own right) have become meaningless to me. I have enough money, to live comfortably, but its not important to me at all. The things that were important, are gone now. So I guess im just hoping to find something that matters.
It sounds like your on a constant shroom trip, without the hallucinations, and euphoria. Having a job with a cruise line would be sweet. It will definitely give you what you want. You'll see some awesome exotic places, and maybe find one to call your own.
