I agree with that but... I wanna feel like I'm sexy in my own skin I guess. And that just kinda knocked the wind out of me, right as I was finally catching my breath, so to speak. Knocked down a few notches, but I'll get over it.
They come back, I ran away before and while it was nice for awhile but my problems came back even worse then I felt like a coward on top of everything else.
I've restarted my life before. A few times actually at this point. It feels like it's been a while at this point and I feel it's due. But in all honesty I know I can't run away from my problems as much as I'd like to cause more than half of them are medically related. I'm realistic in a pessimistic way for myself apparently, even though I'm optimistic for other people. Sometimes it's just hard to stay logical and take your own advice though. Edit: tldr:I know I can't lol.
Rants from the bed Sometimes i wish i would just be an ass kisser. It seems life would be easier and i could work my way up the totem pole. Maybe even be a token but the way i get anti social sometime i just wont do it. Everyone that i encounter says the same thing. Be nice( in person, not just behind the computer) talk to people, interact etc. But its like i just refuse, especially when im high. Then i have the nerve to be mad im so lonely lmao. My depression is getting to me today most days i can fight it with the help of mj and booze but it still slips thru sometimes.
Mine is attacking itself. That’s getting old. I see a new dr tomorrow and I’m excited. I hope he can help.
mine does that too! :Hug: I saw a new Dr last week and I've finally made some more milestones in the help! Sending all my positive feelings your way! That's true. .... But what if I'm reading a book? (Tiny world's in lovely writing, how is that not going somewhere else? )
I like very much where books take me. Even though I'm still "there" it's usually a better version of me.
Books are one of the best escapes ever. Between books and music, I have no idea where I would be without them.