Lately ive realized when I smoke I start thinking about if all my thoughts are meant to be & are supposed to happen. I also think about my life & if everything im thinking & doing is meant to be & I get into deep thought & it puts me in a bad mood cause I feel stuck in my thoughts. I constantly feel like im supposed to be doing something important & meaningful & sometimes when I smoke & get into all these thoughts I also feel stuck in the sense where im not supposed to be sitting there getting high... I feel like I should be wise enough to know how I truly feel & take what ive learned from these thoughts & go do something for the world... even if its just helping somebody whos reading this relate to me & not feel alone. But I dont know what it is.
Pretty interesting i get that feeling too.. I sometimes flip a coin if im presented with a choice.. Simply to allow this (illusion?). I like to think theres a reason behind all thd crazy shit... Sent from my LG-E980 using Grasscity Forum mobile app