Fucking went to get a zone from my guys cousin of some kush, smoked a bowl with him thought it was great, gave him the cash and he left to get get it. He told me it'd be an hour or two trip to get it, but he should have been back 6-7hr's ago. We can't get a hold of him because he has no cell phone, and isn't at his house, trust me I was just there. He is my dudes cousin, I've been going through my guy for 3 years now so there's a lot of between us, only reason I trusted his cousin. Honestly I'm just waiting for the green light, or the 24 hr grace period to pass before I assume I got robbed. He did have a warrant for his arrest, but we checked the jail. I feel so fucking stupid because I've fucking told myself I'd never front, I've told others not to do it, but now that I look back I broke the promise to myself to much for comfort. I literally contemplated carving "no fronts" into myself. I know once I'm sure I got robbed I'm going to here from all my friends how I'm so fucking stupid, I'm a bitch for getting robbed, for fronting my money, we'll I'm completely ready for it. @ my friends Man fuck off, for real, let's go get it back, we'll walk up in there and take it gangster. O what's that you won't go do it with me, we'll fuck you then, because last time any of you got robbed who was there ready to go take it back with you? Me, where the hell's your 250 jordan, o and nick where the 80 you got jacked twice by the same guy, sam fuck off you got 600 taken from you and didn't do shit. And fuck all of your no fronting shit, I can name 10 times each for you faggots each fronted more than $100 in the past 2 months, so don't give me this shit you don't front. Rant: Fuck, where do people even get this shit from. How is it, I can live my life without robbing anyone, without stealing, without fucking over another individual purposely with the intentions of me gaining, but some stupid ass holes have to take instead of earn it. Why do I fucking follow the rules, fuck this for real, it makes me contemplate saying fuck my morals, fuck the people around me and just take what I don't have. I'm sick of trying to earn my own and everyone else around me is doing as well or better because they cheat and scam their way through life. I could do it better, I could skate through life without a worry if I took what wasn't mine, but I can't because something inside of me says "if your going to take the time to steal it, why not just work for it". Fuck your morals, fuck you bitch as faggots who can't get your own shit. ^that coming from me means something, because I am lazy, I'm a lazy piece of shit, and if I can find the ability to work v.s the easy way so can everyone fucking else. Idk where this is going or what is mean to be accomplished in this thread, but I just needed to vent, now it's time to drink, smoke my last 8th of schwag, and go on a 10 month t-break, be the TB might just be the adrenalin pumping. Fucking fuck mother mother fuck.