long term trauma from bad trip?

i've had some good, some bad, some twisted trips, but it aint really have an impact on me, the good ones did though

 

Ive only had good trips but they did have an impact on me like negligent said.

 

All good, and im very thankful.

 

I had a crazyass trip once. It changed my life forever. It's what started the panic attacks. I was put on medications that I didn't need and I was a dumb 15 year old and took a shitload of DXM while I was on my meds. First thing I noticed I was really fucked up. It was all good until my arms went stiff. It was like they turned into wood. I kept hallucinating voices and seeing scaryass faces, lol. Everytime I touched my face it felt like I was touching someone else. I was so scared that everytime I took an attempt to drink water I'd just throw it at my face. I was home alone at like 2 am by the way. I blacked out for the rest of the night and woke up at the mental hospital. I guess that crazy trip was good for me because after that I've had more respect for life and just living but the panic attacks made me stop smoking weed for like 6 months. This all was a few years ago and still it haunts me. I haven't taken any real drugs since. At this point I'm like the master at overcoming anxiety and I try to help everyone else that gets it.

I don't know if this was the kind of story you were looking for, lol. sorry

 

i have good trips... but bad ones can be damaging depending on how bad it is. Nothing that a month or 2 of rest and smoking wont cure though.

 

I've never had a "bad" trip I don't think....
My salvia experiences were more, weird than scary. I was listening to nirvana, and watching the visuals on windows media player. I felt like I was 6 years old, and helpless. I felt like I was in a movie theater, and my contact cleanser and assorted coke and water bottles were .. I dunno..like..patrons of the movie. Kurt Cobaine started singing my obituary, it was really morbid, I don't remember the exact words..I don't know if I ever knew them... I just remember feeling that I was being told I wasn't doing enough with my life...Then I felt like I was being kicked out of the movie, I started feeling like....life ...as I had known it ..had been viewed through a mask....like..... my life was just an interactive game...that somone else ..or maybe even myself plays at their leisure (sp?)

I kept turning around really fast, trying to get away from the mask, and finally see what was behind me, trying to see what was REALLY there.

it was about here that I finally got a grip on what was going on, and took a shower..


The second time I tried salvia, I was playing xbox live with some dudes I met from holland. They had never tried salvia, so they wanted me to try it and let them listen in.. This time was in broad daylight, as apposed to darkness before. So I toke it up, and I start to imagine my living room as a beech, I couldn't really see the beach...but I just got the feeling I was AT a beech, my guess is my carpet helped with this, because it's light brown when the carpet is pushed one way, and a little darker another way. So I start looking around and then I just start giggling..I have no fuckin idea at what either.. I have no idea how long I was laughing. I had forgoten about the dude on xbox live, he asked me what I was laughing at, and I told him I didin't know...
Then I said "WHO IS THIS!?!?!" He explained who he was, then I remembered I was wearing the headset, and ..that was pretty much it I guess. I think that one only lasted about 5 minutes...

Shrooms were waaay better, I was so damn happy, and it wasn't an uncomfortable high. I sat at my computer trying to get the timing just right on my cpu and my cd player, when I was playing that kenny rogers song from the big lebowski. Playing the same song through two different mediums is really trippy, I highly recommend it! Then I went and checked out some trees, it was a fun day.

I have some salvia right now, but I don't really feel like using it...it's just too damn weird..

 

I've had about 5-6 good shroom trips.. Some did have a impact on me..

I'd be glad to take that salvia off yer hands Grim.. hahaha

 

never had a bad trip before but i've had plenty good ones

 

It did for a really long time. These days I try to make sure no one else will ever have anxiety attacks like I did. I wouldn't even ever wish an enemy anxiety attacks. I've helped out a lot of people I know because of this so maybe that experience wasn't that bad.

 

I fucked up and took some "wrong" mushrooms and absolutely got fried. you could call it a bad trip, for about 8 hours I couldnt see anything but mad spirals and patterns. I had just ate em and was in a public setting. I started to feel em, and the grass started moving like worms on crack, I stood up and mumbled "why do i do this to myself" and threw up. from their, I lost all control of my body and mind, I tried to walk away, but failed, I looked like Johnny depp in fear and loathing while he was fucked on ether. I stumbled a few feet franticly trying to get away from the disgusted looks of the people around me. Then it all went black.
I came back a little bit after my friends literally drug me to my truck. It was weird though, cause it wasnt me that came back. it was an empty shell. my whole persona was completly gone. I reckognized nothing, and had forgotten that I had done any drugs. In a flash my friends and I were at our campsite, they helped me into a lawn chair infront of the fire. I sat there not saying a word or moving for a good seven hours (3 days in my head though).
attempting to bring me back to reality, one of my friends plays "scoff" by Nirvana on my mp3 player for me. after that, I wasnt alone in my head. Kurt Cobain was there. from that point on, he seemed more real than any of my friends who where with me. for a few hours, he screamed "dont eat me" (refering to the mushies) and then he began lecturing me about how unpredictable drugs can be.
It was so completly earth shattering for me. to be completely blank for a while. all of my learned behavior was gone, and it gave me a totally fresh view of life.

I was changed alot after that trip, and definatly for the better.

 

I had an experience like that with salvia. But I actually was yelling at these 3 beings that came to tell me my life was just an illusion, and that "I" should leave it and enter into another reality. I kept yelling "Fuck you!" and "I want to see how it ends!" It was pretty bizarre. Didn't have any too severe effect on me despite it being very intense, but it did get me thinking about a lot of interesting ideas.

 

i've tripped 3 times off shrooms and i've only had good trips.. very thankful