Long distance

Well my significant other just left today for a month. I won't have any way to contact her via text or call and she quite possibly might not even have internet access. I've been smoking all day and went cliff jumping. I didn't bother taking my phone because it was only 3 PM EST and she told me she wasn't leaving until 7 PM EST. Well, turns out she was wrong because when I turned my phone back on at 4:20 PM EST I had a text saying, "I'm boarding the plane ." I never responded though and now I feel awful and I really don't know what to think or where my heads at. I feel terrible but I don't know if I should because I didn't think she'd be leaving so early, but at the same time now she's possibly completely gone for a month. Well I just had to write it somewhere to get my feelings out and try to figure out how to make this ok.

 

Ya, and it's true. It just never actually hit me until yesterday because that's the type of person I am. After she left though I realized I wouldn't have any communication with her for the next month and not only is she my signifigant other, but she's my best friend too so it just kind of sucks.

She's from Europe and goes back to visit family every summer.

 

Ya man, I know some actual long distance relationships that are permanent and that's much worse than being in my shoes. With that being said, she doesn't get texts, nor do I have her address. I do still kind of feel bad for not saying bye or seeing her before she left but I'm glad you can see the glass as half full though. Like you said, I guess it is good that I've realized her importance and I think with time apart, she'll do the same with me.

 

Man, I'm single. For this reason too actually. I can't let my summer get wasted like this so I'm not waiting around for her. It just hurts that she's gone. I told her I had no interest in anyone else and she said the same was true for herself. She told me she wouldn't hook up with anyone but kept insisting that I could. I think it was somewhat of a little test to see how I would respond but she knows she can't do that to me for a month.