I find my self not really sure of what to believe any more. Don't know when the gov tells us something true, and when they tell us a lie. I don't know what to think of people's opinions. For all i know they could have a secret agenda to try and persuade me to their side. Not sure what to really make of stuff any more, in terms of KNOWING. I see all this talk about Osama, and I just think. What if they DID kill him, and all the paranoid people in the world refuse to believe it based on the "bad and evil gov." Or am I just slowly being eroded and assimilated into the systematic choreography that is bi brother? There is SO MUCH out there that could be possible, and I don't know where to start. All the lies and possible truths. Its hard to actually grasp any form of knowledge and follow it with complete assurance. I think it's a matter of me just trying to assimilate into my own being, without being weighed to a certain side. I mean for one, How do we know the reality we live in actually exists? How can you prove it? I really feel as though sometimes I'm meant for the asylum. Maybe I'll just drop a sheet one night and just lost all perception of reality and fantasy all together.