Lately, I've felt my life just slipping away. I've fallen behind in school, I don't talk much with my friends anymore (Hell, there's one or two people I would still call friends), the only family I ever talk to are my parents, who I despise, and I find myself depressed and ultimately alone. It's like I let my life slip away from me and I can't get control back. Idk why I'm posting this, maybe I just need someone to listen while I let some things off of my chest. I used to have things in my life that made it enjoyable, but now I find myself smoking to numb my senses and help get me through the day. It's like I don't have a purpose anymore.