does anyone feel like life isnt worth living this way? iv just thought about loads of stuff for ages and iv known it since yr11 off highschool the last year. im leaving england, im going to africa with some money and see what i can make of myself i hate being conditioned by society and excpected to abide by their standards and meaning and every they excpect me to BE. who came along in this world where everyone should be equal and gave these people the right to rule a society of people? what makes someone so special that theyr allowed to put these "systems" into place in a society. the only things people in power are good at is conditioning other people. why do these people have the right to telll me how to live MY life you shouldnt be able to gain this fucking status by being a smart prick, you should have to earn. does my tree in fuckin pricks goin on about how we need to do what they say. or theyl take what wev earned or luck us up? fuck offf what gives you the right to be above me and take anything or do anything to me society is a flaw people should have the own lives not fuckin 9-5 earning bits of metal and paper to have a good life fuck money it breeds hate as lots of things we are ment to believe in this "society" do. fuck society fuck excpectations fuck off thinking you can control people fuck the world everythings backwards the world should be about love not these stupid things that dont matter. i just want to get aay from everyone and everything well not "everyone" but you feel me needed to get that out please reply what are your thought on things like this?
Teen angst. You're not alone... many people go through it. No one controls you. You are free to do whatever you want. That doesn't mean there won't be consequences. Good luck in Africa. I think everyone should spend time traveling. I think you'll gain a lot of perspective on what exactly society has provided for you.
its not that at all, i mean the whole concept of how the world works over here im not bitching because im angry, i just think the world could be a much better place to live in. and over there it might just be like that. the systems all backwards
Life sucks in general. Like it or not though everyone has to deal with it, if you're man/woman enough to face the challenges that life sends your way head on then I respect you. Africa, to me, sounds like the absolute worst place to go about making yourself though.
Sex, drugs, rock and roll. Speed, weed and birth control. Life's a bitch and then you die So fuck the world and let's get high.
Angst isn't anger. Angst is exactly what you wrote... it's a general anxiety or fear about the world and society and freedoms. I'm not trying to minimize what you're feeling, I'm just trying to give it a name. When you reach adulthood, you go from being taken care of by your parents your whole life, to the prospect of having to work every day and become a productive member of society. It's a huge change in your life, but you'll work through it... we all do. Going to Africa and traveling is seriously an excellent way of working through it, for exactly the reason I stated above. You'll see the value of a society where there are "rules" and you'll eventually realize what you've gained by it, and how you can give back in a way that makes you feel happy and not like a slave.
yeah i see what you mean i feel i need to experience it though and i probably will see that lifes easier this way but i need to see it with my own eyes.