There is a catching mechanism that keeps you out of the flow. As your stream of consciousness flows naturally, you normally "catch" yourself, and try to interpret your naturally flowing thoughts in terms of what you think is realistic. It's funny, you sort of translate your natural thoughts, in order to clarify its meaning to ensure it says what you believe you really think. This stream of consciousness, it's an interesting thing. It's not about thinking, and it's not about not thinking. It's not about being right, and it's not about being realistic. You see, thoughts, words, people, things; these are all in flux, constantly morphing into each others forms. Nothing can be hidden, or made to go away; it will just transform, and re-appear in new clothing. Allow your naturally flowing creativity to roam free! It is beautiful, and when you let it flow it will shine brightly, and you will find peace, love, and joy in abundance.