Last night i ate an 8th of shrooms, around 4a.m. Reason so late was cause i had slept the whole day, didnt really have anything to do and no idea when i had the time to trip again so i just ate the fuckers.I sat at my computer chair for a while and started watching Fear and Loathing, got through about what seemed 2hours of the movie, then i looked and was more like 1.This isnt the first time ive tripped, but the last i'm sure.I kinda just sat in my room and tripped for a while, everything was pretty trippy due to me turning the lights on at somepoint during the movie. To the point though, everyone thats tripped knows the 'reawaking' feeling you get, like a newborn(this got boring and annoying after a few times).well for some reason i started feeling like that..but just over and over again in waves.i said to myself outloud after a while of this, 'open your eyes'(they were kinda chinky).i opened them wide and bam, everything was like a different world. i was coming down and it was about 6:30 a.m.(i had ate some the day before at a party with a friend, first time)stood up to go take a piss and my dad was getting ready for work so i gave him a ride.i was still feeling it so everything outside was amazing.the scenery, the sky was a light shade of colors and everything was just magicall haha..then i realized this is where i live, i'm alive, its the best damn feeling in the fucking world.this lead to some gigling that i tried to hold in abit cause my dad was still next to me.i dont think i'll do this again or anything for that matter..why? because after 4years of smoking i realized it served its purpose for the time and so did everything else.i can appriacte life itself sober and be happy, i needed a drug to realize this which was the funny thing, not anymore though.i feel great just being alive right now, time to go make some money, do something with my life other then just sit around and get fucked up.its great cause i'm young and i can do pretty much whatever the hell i want, just thinking about what i'll do with my life and where i'll be in a few years is all the high i need.Sorry for the long post and if some stuff didnt make sense, i'm really tired and havent slept since well...4am? lol.felt like ranting, enjoy and goodbye guys..i wont be back after this.