I copied these to paste here. I don't dig the next to the last one. Whoever might be unhappy...cheer the fuck up!!! You need to start making a vaporizer while you're smoking in your room...take the dramamine and grab that smelly bowl cause the light bulb vaporizer is gonna blow. Seiously...be happy! Last 10 Search Words Date & Time word(s) 01-29-2004 [12:46 AM] making a vaporizer search 01-29-2004 [12:43 AM] making a vaporizer search 01-29-2004 [12:35 AM] smoking in your room search 01-29-2004 [12:33 AM] light bulb vaporizer search 01-29-2004 [12:22 AM] smelly bowl search 01-29-2004 [12:01 AM] drammamine search 01-28-2004 [11:59 PM] light bulb vaporizer search 01-28-2004 [11:47 PM] smoking in your room search 01-28-2004 [11:31 PM] suicide search 01-28-2004 [11:28 PM] smoking in room search
[11:31 PM] suicide ^^^ europeanVW.. I don't know what happened but he said he took 30 pills and hasn't posted since????
Well, I hope VW is ok. You had better get your ass back here and post something!!!! I'm not gonna lie. I've thought about it before too but I'm still here and I hope whoever was thinking about it last night, if they were, is still here too. I've had friends do it too, Highgirly, and it sucks. It sucks a big one. A few extra days of pondering the situation would have changed their minds. I know it.
It's very sad that people get to a point where they don't think they have an out.. I have seriously thought about suicide.. My kids have gotten me through it just because they need me.. They never knew I thought about it so much!.. With any kind of depression, tommorrow usually is better..
They really don't do any thing but exist as far as help goes.. They didn't know about it for the most part.. They are my kids and they need me to help them through this thing called life.. I start thinking about how they would make it with out me and all suicide thoughts are gone.. Doesn't even matter how bad the depression is either!!! Now if I could get the wife to.........................lets say..............GTFOOML!!!!!!!