alright. i gotta make this as short as possible. need to be at work in 15 minutes. a few days ago, i couldn't help but notice my piss was dark brown, looked like I was pissing diarrhea, not chunky but just the color. i stopped drinking everything BUT water, and the next morning my urine was a normal yellowish color. i decided fuck it, drank some coffee and some soda later on in the day. after work, my urine changed from the yellowish to a red color. just like blood. I went to the doctor but of course by the time I got there my piss was normal again. just my luck. they didn't see any blood or bad bacteria under the microscope. so they said I was fine. my piss has been fine since then. but today, i woke up at 3:00am in pain. I thought it was, like, gas or something. but it wouldn't go away no matter how much I farted hahah or how much I shitted. the pain got so bad that I vomitted a few times, one time coughing up some bloody spit. it feels like I was kicked in my side. pressure on the area hurts, even moving the wrong way hurts - like, groan bad. I don't know if it's my kidney, if it is indeed gas, or whatever the fuck it may be. I need to open AND close today at work, 630am-1030pm. I can't go to the ER, can't go see a doctor. I just dont get it. i'm off heroin and suboxone if it makes any difference. if anyone has experienced anything like this, no matter how different or similar, lets hear what you did/had to do/what happened. i'm outta here. peace. edit: now i feel a throbbing pain in my chest, probably unrelated, but thought i'd throw that in there.