I was in a very deep thinking state for at least two hours the other night. My brain was just not stopping thinking and questioning a lot of stuff that pertains to this society. I realized us as humans as a individual is merely nothing to this non stop ever changing world. Everyone is out there trying to make their way in this world, grabbing that money where it is at. Whether be a restaurants, business, to physical work such as lawns. People will give two craps about you, those cars and taxi's in new york city will be still moving and going whether you are alive or dead. Those wal street bankers will still be crunching their numbers regardless of you. So you turn 18 and you finally realize how large the scale of this world is. You go to a store and ask for an application, this application asks you a bunch of questions regarding if you are qualified for the job. These employers aren't going to give you money if you aren't up to the standards and are deserving of this money. Now money is needed for everything, you become a slave to it. Some argue money doesn't buy love or happiness. Now answer me this, would you're wife or loved one live with you on the street dead broke with no money? Maybe, not saying it's impossible. However its very unlikely. So in a sense money lets you stabilize relationships. You were born into this world not knowing what a dollar is, then you end up leaving this life working for money until the day you inevitably die. It's as if Darwin's theory of survival of the fittest fits our human society where as his theory was based upon animals and eco systems. The rich eat good, the poor struggle for food. This pretty much sums up my thinking from the other day. Couldn't really explain it the way I thought of it during the time (I was pretty baked) but the way everything connects is mind blowing. How everything in this society at it's core starts with money. Sometimes I forget we are just humans, living beings to say the least.