So I was watching home movies and my parents were saying how they miss how sweet and happy I was as a kid. The reason I am narcissistic and cynical all the time is because I'm not oblivious to the negativity and greediness of the world. It sickens me to see people put materialistic things in front of virtues. Am I not the only one who just wants to move to a remote part of the world and live with simplistic but enjoyable people? (No offense when I say simplistic)"