It's okay to take some time before moving on. You must be hurting right now. It's okay. We're here for you.
Sounds like you need a US Tube. I've had my Roor for 4 years now, not a nick or scratch in it yet, be careful bro.
Well, considering us roors are just pieces of tubing w/ a bead, joint, and foot (assembled by mexicans), any piece of tubing with a bead, joint and foot will "rip just as hard"