This is the third time I've typed this. So I'm going to try and make this short and sweet. I've smoked weed twice. The second time was Thursday and it does not compare to the first time. The first time was really nice. I was sleepy, mellow, giggly, and calm. This second time I was TRIPPING. I thought the first shit was dank, but this other shit was awful. I still feel buzzed, and completely not here. I want it to go away so bad. Every time I go to sleep, and wake up, I force myself back to sleep in hopes that when I wake up again it'll go away. Friday night I was almost positive I wouldn't wake up. I've also been really unaware of time. When I was high I was seeing shit, and I also couldn't see. I don't remember much. These past few days I've been remembering little by little shit I've done. Let me just say that I embarrassed the hell out of my boyfriend I'm sure. I hope that shit wasn't laced. My boyfriend and the other people I smoked with are way more experienced than I am. When they were feeling high and I wasn't (in the beginning) I took really long drags and inhaled that shit all the way in. What am I saying? Ugh. Does anyone know how I can make this go away? I have school tomorrow. I don't feel like I can go to be honest. I hate this feeling. I totally fought the high, and now this afterglow is really getting to me. Sometimes I feel normal, but other times I don't. I keep forgetting things and can't focus on more than one thing. I've been doing nothing but playing gmod, because it's the closest I feel to normal. I've been eating, and I just took a shower. I've been waking up hella early and going to sleep early. I'm sorry this is all over the place. I can't think straight. Is this permanent? I'm so worried that I have brain damage or something. )': Please help. I'm scared.
The more you smoke the better it will be always very Intense your first couple times and it's natural to question, was it laced? Or whatever. But I doubt it try to keep smoking if you like it. also smoke less.. You seem to be overthinking it thc will not have effects into the next day it last 2-4 hours tops of smoked. You may feel alittle burnt out afterwards tho. Remember placebo is the strongest drug in the world try to just go out and go on with life and forget about. Siting in your house is probably making it worse. I felt inclined to reply after you said you embarrassed you bf. My girlfriend of now 5 years.. Had an experience like that but worse she threw up! in front of me and my friends smoking. I felt so bad because like you had only smoked once and I knew she was embarrassed. Now she smokes everyday and out smokes me tolerance wise haha. If your bf is any good he will not be embarrassed or an ass and understand. Sent from my iPhone 5s using Grasscity Forum..💨⛽ï¸
Thank you. I'm starting to feel a little bit better as I just do normal things. I think I embarrassed because I was like running away from him, I fell in a pile of stickers on the beach, and I kept covering myself in sand. I also started crying because it wouldn't go away. He would just hold me and tell me I was going to be alright. It felt like an awful journey. I think right now I might be in shock that it even happened. It was an awful experience. Ugh..
Well don't judge cannabis for your experience some people first couple times are bad a lot of it has to do with setting and and who your around and your mindset at the time if you have a bad feeling just don't do it. Maybe try again alone with a bowl and just take one hit a relax...play video games or something comforting and fun to you. But in the end cannabis is not for everyone some people just don't like intoxicants period. Sent from my iPhone 5s using Grasscity Forum..💨⛽ï¸
not gonna bullshit, you're terrible at smoking weed. i really don't get first timers hallucinating and crap like the hell were you expecting? an acid trip? regardless I would try in a different setting and a little bit at a time. hope everything worked out for you
^^this for real. I don't understand how people think they see shit because I haven't even been hallucinating when I should be hallucinating if y'all get me
Oh my, this is taking me back to when I first started. I also used to think I was going to keep feeling high, or just out of it as I felt that way for a couple of days my second or third time smoking. I felt spacey and my thoughts were clouded. It's just the thc left over in your body. You're not used to it but you will be eventually. And with tripping on weed, I've heard stories where people saw shit. But it's all in your mind and how you perceive things according to what you expect the high to be like. You're not supposed to see anything really. Yeah your senses are enhanced so vision may be more vivid and brighter. But that's about it. Enjoy it. Maybe smoke alone with your bf. Put yourself in a comfortable setting. Feel better.
I've been high for 5 years! but in all seriousness give it some time you'll completely forget how you felt before.. its just you getting older!