Its been almost 5 hours since I smoked and I still feel weird.

My thought process has been very different today. Can't stop thinking deeply about the future and I have come to the realization about how fucked up my life has been.

 

Based on all of the other people you said would doe this week im starting to doubt your credibility.

I think we all have that special whore somewhere in our lives.

 

i am glad you are only starting to doubt my credibility