Could be either one, both, or neither. It could be a form of paranoia/anxiety, hypersensitivity bordering on delusion regarding your own behavior. Mountains out of molehills sort of thing.
Yeah I figured that asking a bunch of strangers on the internet wouldn't really give me a solid answer. But lately whenever I smoke blunts with my friends I get paranoid and feel horribly awkward. I zone out and when I remember random memories all I can think of is "holy shit I was so awkward in that situation." Idk if it's the weed making me delusional or if it's just opening my eyes to my awkwardness Sent from my iPhone using Grasscity Forum
Well after you explain what's going on, I still can't say for sure obviously but it sounds like I'd trust your new point of view in relation to those memories. It happens to me regularly, though not specifically because I'm stoned. More because we tend to ignore these things for years until we are seemingly randomly reminded of a past event, but our newfound distance from the event offers perspectives to which we didn't have access previously. There have been plenty of times when I was in a perfectly good mood until I accidentally thought about something from my past and then felt embarrassed by it for the rest of the afternoon or something. Luckily, the vast majority of these things were inconsequential events and the other people probably never thought about it again after that day. But we all do and say stupid stuff, we all have reason to be embarrassed....which is why I both think from the sound of it your new view may likely be correct, but also why it's nothing to worry about. Just try not to repeat it in the future
I always feel like I'm awkward, sober or on weed. But I feel as though weed helps you see your awkwardness. Part of weed is, it makes you more aware, your senses are more heightened....
If you have never thought about where your thoughts take you, weed will definitely give you introspective insights. Whether or not others can read your mind is up for you to believe while you are stoned.
It's both. Don't worry about it though everyone's awkward but you're overthinking it. Whenever I see someone else acting a little awkward I don't really care, and if I'm high it doesn't really matter how I look compared to how I feel.
Made you aware that you feel awkward. Now you can choose to view yourself differently, by choosing different thoughts about yourself and different emotions. You might think "I am me an that is all I have to be. I can change any way I feel fit. It is my choice to make. I am at ease with myself".
It makes you over think anything and everything... and can lead to bad paranoia like it did with me.... just go with the flow ana who gives a fuck what anyone else thinks, that's the only reason you feel awakward - we are all different and if we all the same, what a boring place this world would be.
Thanks for the responses guys. Yeah I have my moments where I'm a horribly awkward person but I guess it's nothing to lose sleep over. I tend to overthink everything, whether or not I'm sober. Weed's helped me analyze my life and past decisions, and I guess it's up to me to decide what to make of it Sent from my iPhone using Grasscity Forum
I can become awkward at times when high. Im 2 different personalities in one person. You may be the same.
Keep in mind, not everyone is a social smoker. Even those who are, might not always be up for it. I smoke very lightly socially, generally to slightly enhance whatever activity we may be engaged in, like going on hikes or playing ball. Whenever I look to get majorly blitzed, I generally prefer solitude and the privacy of my own space. It allows me to focus the high the way I want to focus it, instead of getting spun into other people and "awkwardness".
I think it just makes me anxious that I'm being awkward but normally I'm not even doing anything awkward and it's all in my head lol Sent from my iPhone using Grasscity Forum