I'm beginning too realize it isn't easy for me to feel my feelings. I am aware of how I feel but I don't want to except it, it's like I'm afraid, Im not sure why... I was just wondering though if any other blades experience anything like this?
u might be used to suppressing emotion. i did growing up, and its gave me a weird complex that lets me feel human connection. its like watching a movie the the sound off..
I'm the exact opposite. I feel entirely too much and it's exhausting. Sometimes I wish I didn't feel anything. Do you ever wish you felt too much?
[quote name='"tokin jax"']u might be used to suppressing emotion. i did growing up, and its gave me a weird complex that lets me feel human connection. its like watching a movie the the sound off..[/quote] I did learn to suppress my stuff when I young, I'm just hoping it's a habit I can fall out of
[quote name='"BuffaloSoljah"']Sociopathetic tendencies. I have them.[/quote] I was actually thinking that I might be a psychopath the other day I hope that isn't the case lol
Only you can control your mind. Don't give up like a weak ass. Be mentally strong. Rawr Being a psychopath, considering this day and ages 'normal', is a good thing . Don't be a zombie
the only emotion that REALLY gets me is guilt. I can almost go as far as to say without feeling guilt id have zero feelings. and that makes me angry thay i feel guilty over everything so i freak out. never near anyone and know one ever sees me freak out. but its there... ill smash shit and fuck shit up and make messes just because of guilt. idk why
It's hard for me to feel pleasure. It's called "anhedonia," symptom of schizophrenia. But I feel the other range of emotions quite easily. I'm not overly sensitive though
Everyone supresses thoughts, its just some do it more than others. Social stigmas force you to supress, and it can be hard to know when to stop because your so accustomed with it. The trick is to find yourself, and also a vent.